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Merreh Crimah!

Boo I'm back. 
          
          Anyways, college prep is no joke gang like, our first full week I slept in ever fucking class and through both breaks then I slept 12 hours the next day.
          
          Also that boy that was being weird (but like in a cute way) has lowkey been on my mind and.. 
          
          I need to stop. 
          
          Desperately. But it is what is ig. I'll like explain it if y'all are interested but like honestly idk what to make of it other than let's wait and see.

Y'all, idk who even reads these, but school started back up for me, and things are already edging on complicated. 
          
          Like, okay, I get it that I'm only three days in and I need to step back, but, seriously, this situation is throwing me.

Hey, so remember 'As the Embers Fade'? Well, the next chapter I wrote is 13,000 words. So it's gonna be multiple chapters.

So I just finished a summer class and my mom has been just impossible about it.
          
          Like she paid for the class, she filled out the form, she agreed to two weeks of me taking a class. And they’re not even that early, like it starts at nine and ends at thirteen. The school is 10-15 minutes away too. But every morning my mom complains about how she has to drive me and how annoying it is that she has to come pick me up and how she can’t do anything cus she has to wait on me because of the class. 
          
          Hello?? You agreed to this?? If you hate it so much I can just get a ride or walk. But no you insist on doing this then guilt tripping me over it. Anyway, so today was my last day and the second I got back she asked me what my final grade was and I tell her a 98.4% and she says really flatly ‘Oh that’s good. Congratulations.’ And when I thank her she just leaves this awkward beat in the air. 
          
          THEN SHE HAS THE FREAKING AUDACITY TO SAY ‘So you missed 1.6 points? On what?’ BUT SHE SAID IT WITH SO MUCH BITE
          
          I got a single grade under a ninety. I HAVE A FREAKING 4.2 GPA FRESHMAN YEAR WITHOUT ANY HONORS CLASSES. I WILLINGLY TOOK A SUMMER CLASS.
          
          Am I crazy? Is this reasonable and I’m just overreacting? Istg can’t she just say I did a good job, sincerely? Bc she says it but it feels like she never means it.

GUYS THE NEW SUB URBAN ALBUM JUST DROPPED I FORGOT ABOUT IT AND I LITERALLY JUMPED WHEN I CHECKED THE TRACK LIST

Guys I did crazy good on my exams
          
          My lowest grade is a 98

Gang so school’s out and I’m just here. I’m trying to my own business. You know I’m like ‘oh maybe I can draw something or read a book’  and then the head cannons come and they’re like ‘Well, you know all those funny little characters you decided to you know write about?’ And I’m like ‘Don’t do it.’ It’s like ‘What if we… just… hurt them? Like a lot in the story? Y’know just for funsies’  and oh my God, I’m delusional.

A ZUTARA SHIPPER?? IN THIS ECONOMY??

Guys, I tried nerds gummy clusters for the first time and oh my Lord
          
          Also another life update. I have a show in two days… 
          
          and I have a fever. I’m going to lose it. Worst part is it’s a musical.