Vent.
I want to stop my addiction, I want to stop c#tting myself, I want to stop harming myself intentionally, I want to take care of myself.
But idk how tbh, whenever im stressing I will always have a blade in my hands.
Im genuinely thinking to talk abt it with my parents but I don't really think it will be a good idea since Im in a religion family.
I don't like my mind, goddamnit.