I woke up and said to myself
Why Are you alive?Why are you still here you peice of trash?
And then I answered "Is it not obvious,I'm trying to make the world great as it was thousands of years ago!Duh."
Yesterday night I asked my self the same question,"Why are you alive?Don't you know you are a waste of space?"
And I answered"I don't know, but I don't want to be here."
This was my way of coping with bad thoughts.Because Yesterday I was on the verge of giving up but this morning,I caught myself and spoke positive.I woke up like trash this morning but I had to fight it.Fight myself amd tell myself,you are here for several reasons.
YOU ARE HERE FOR LOVE.
YOU ARE HERE TO GIVE LOVE.
YOU ARE HERE TO EXPERIENCE AND FEEL EMOTIONS.ALL OF THIS CAN MAKE YOU AND ANYONE ELSE REACT SO KEEP LOVING AND GIVING.
I had a brief Emotional fever yesterday,but my boyfriend helped me with out even knowing.His voice and good energy made me so happy I forgot what I was upset about- that's
why I was able to say I hate this cruel world but we can change it.Piece by Piece.Remember BLACK LIVES MATTER SO ALL LIVES MATTER.
Don't give up,please- I love you all even if we are strangers,please don't hate,don't give up,just be emotional!
-Lavender (Your Black and Bisexual bunny)