Your Nameless Writer [ON HIATUS]

How is it that people still read these? I made these when I was in middle schools nd haven't touched them since...
          
          Well except when I'm manic

I'm back. I'm safe. Probably still not okay. There's still issues I have to work with but I'm back. I'll be finishing what I started. 
          
          I love you peeps. 
          
          Watch out for Two Ninjas In Love. Its going to get a little makeover

Hello there
          It’s been a while and life has happened, but I’ve recently been thinking, mainly about how you supported my nomicon book. You and my best friend encouraged me to keep this thing going. I want to be a writer who changes peoples lives through stories. Thank you for supporting my dream. I was thinking...would you mind if i re-opened the Nomicon book? It probably wont be updated super duper often, but i am willing to continue it, while doing other works. You can request a one-shot to kick things off. I truly hope you’re doing well and will continue to pray ( even if you don’t believe in prayer, it just works for me) that you get better. Thank you Violet_Schmidt. Thank you.

Hi...
          
          
          
          I'm still alive, by the way...
          
          
          
          I'll try to keep active here even though I'm still haven't fully recovered yet. I just don't want you guys to be left hanging while waiting for me. I just couldn't bare the fact of that. I updated a book today. Yay... Progress... I'll try to keep updating here. 

Hi...
          
          I guess not most of you read my conversations but... This is something important. As you can see I have changed my name and had been doing a lot of changes in my profile for awhile. And I think you all have noticed that, I've been inactive for a long long time once again. I wanted to give you all a good nice explanation. 
          
          I am sick. It's not a normal fever or cold. It's far more complicated than that. I have and always been sick in the head. I'm actually diagnosed with Depression and Generalized anxiety ever since I was 6th grade. I thought I was okay.  I thought I was fine after months of therapy. But I found myself keep going back to where I was, it was to the point that it was beginning to be repetitive. I thought I was recovering but I was getting worse. I took pills, went to therapy even my parents resorted to sectioning me. I was bullied and I was quiet. I didn't have any much friends before. It made me relapse frequently. It made me feel broken again. It was a very overwhelming feeling that made me resolve to... hurting myself. I harmed myself and attempted suicide for too many times in my early age. It was a dark era for me. 
          
          That's when I saw Wattpad. It gave me a voice. It made me open up.  I must tell that every chapter had a piece of me inside. My problems where hidden behind the words I type. At first I was just doing it for the fandom, to make people happy. To hear them say that I made their day. To see the people or doing better than me because I helped them. But as time went away, that feeling disappeared. It made me feel empty. It was the same process everyday. It was the same happy old Violet that was made to make people happy. It made me realized that people are happy but I wasn't. I wasn't happy with my content. I wasn't happy with my stories. I wasn't happy at all.  For once in my life, I finally realized none of that was making me happy, it was an illusion.
          
          Now, I'm going to hiatus because I wanted to get better. I wanted to be happy.

HEY! 
          
          I'm back! And thank goodness I'm feeling much better (At least better than what I usually feel) So with this, of course as I promised, I am updating my books (Yay...! Progress) Still not regularly sadly. But hey, its still update! So, I'm just going to say thank you for the support on my books like really... Thanks a lot. Like I don't even understand why you follow me. There's a lot of authors way better than me and here you are, reading my (extra) cringy books. Hehe, I really appreciate it. So anyways, I also want to thank you all for almost 4.5k reasons on my book! (Whaaaaaaat?!) Like you guys have blown me away! I never thought I'd reach that much reads on a book I wrote. So can we get it to 5k??? Haha, I doubt that would happen though. So anyways, Secretly In Love with you is going to be updated momentarily after I post this message! 
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          For those who are curious of which books are still up, you can check here ↓↓↓
          •Secretly In Love With You (A RC9GN Fanfic) 
          -Still updating (Posting Time: Every end of the month)
          
          •Two Ninjas In Love
          -Still updating (Posting Time: Every third week of the month)
          
          •Tragic Tales
          -Still Updating (Posting time: Anywhere in between the first and second week of the month)
          
          •Drabbles For Everyone
          -Draft (Under construction)
          
          •Bitter Sweet
          -Draft (Under construction)
          
          •Still into you
          -Still planning the plot.
          
          

Because I live along the Pacific, we're celebrating New Year earlie than everyone. Happy new year, beautiful readers! Have a beautiful new year!

Hi guys. I already decide. I'm going take a long break from Wattpad. I'm going to take a month away. I just simply need to gather my shit up. Probably start to deal my depressive episode and get my therapy back again. I just really need to figure myself out.

What happened to chapter 29 you put it up and the took it down I didn’t get to read it.

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          I DON'T WANT TO DEAL WITH LIFE ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SOMEBODY KILL ME!