Littleangell33

@_Secretwriter89 Samajh nahi aata ke is ehsaas ko kya naam doon.
          	
          	Pyaar?
          	
          	Adhoora pyaar?
          	
          	Ek bahut achhi dost?
          	
          	Ya phir ek pari... jo kuch waqt ke liye meri zindagi mein aayi... bina apne baare mein kuch bataye... aur phir hawaon mein kahin kho gayi. Shayad wapas jannat chali gayi.
          	
          	Agar aisa hai... to shayad ab tumse mulaqat maut ke baad hi hogi.
          	
          	So... my cute princess...
          	My little angel...
          	My love...
          	My best friend...
          	My company...
          	My feelings...
          	My need...
          	
          	Jahan bhi ho... hamesha khush rehna.
          	
          	Allah tumhari zindagi ko itni khushiyon se bhar de ke tum kabhi udaas na ho. Aur agar ho sake... to tumhare dil mein meri thodi si yaad bhi daal de. Bas itna hi kaafi hoga.
          	
          	I love you so much.
          	
          	Apna bohot khayal rakhna... aur apni zindagi ko hamesha enjoy karna.
          	
          	Bye...
          	
          	Pata hai? Bye likhne ka bilkul dil nahi kar raha.
          	
          	Dil karta hai bas likhta hi rahun... aur likhta hi rahun.
          	
          	I really miss you...
          	
          	Tum shayad kabhi samajh bhi na pao ke is waqt mere dil mein kya chal raha hai. Lekin main kar bhi kya sakta hoon?
          	
          	Chalo... dekhte hain meri qismat kitni achhi hai.
          	
          	Ya phir har baar ki tarah main ek one-sided love wala larka hi reh jaunga.
          	
          	Aur haan...
          	
          	Agar kabhi kisi din tumhe meri yaad aa jaye... ya koi karishma ho jaye... ya tum sirf kisi se baat karna chaho... apni problems share karna chaho... ya sirf ye chaho ke koi tumhari baat bina judge kiye sun le...
          	
          	To main hamesha yahin hoon.
          	
          	Aur ek baat hamesha yaad rakhna...
          	
          	Ye mat sochna ke main un larkon jaisa tha jo sirf kuch lamhon ke liye tumhari zindagi mein aaye aur phir chale gaye.
          	
          	Tum meri zindagi se chali jao... ye tumhara haq hai.
          	
          	Lekin main... tumhe kabhi nahi chhodunga.
          	
          	Got it? 
          	
          	Or ye raha mera ik ise social jaha tume me her waqt milu ga hanzala._.amir777
          	
          	or jaty jaty ik sher tumare liye 
          	
          	Aur kitna likhun main teri yaad mein...
          	
          	Koi dam nahi meri faryaad mein.
          	
          	Rooh bhi meri mujh se chheen ke le gayi...
          	
          	Main, main na raha tere baad mein.
          	
          	Allah Hafiz, 
          	
          	Hamesha khush rehna.

Littleangell33

@_Secretwriter89 Samajh nahi aata ke is ehsaas ko kya naam doon.
          
          Pyaar?
          
          Adhoora pyaar?
          
          Ek bahut achhi dost?
          
          Ya phir ek pari... jo kuch waqt ke liye meri zindagi mein aayi... bina apne baare mein kuch bataye... aur phir hawaon mein kahin kho gayi. Shayad wapas jannat chali gayi.
          
          Agar aisa hai... to shayad ab tumse mulaqat maut ke baad hi hogi.
          
          So... my cute princess...
          My little angel...
          My love...
          My best friend...
          My company...
          My feelings...
          My need...
          
          Jahan bhi ho... hamesha khush rehna.
          
          Allah tumhari zindagi ko itni khushiyon se bhar de ke tum kabhi udaas na ho. Aur agar ho sake... to tumhare dil mein meri thodi si yaad bhi daal de. Bas itna hi kaafi hoga.
          
          I love you so much.
          
          Apna bohot khayal rakhna... aur apni zindagi ko hamesha enjoy karna.
          
          Bye...
          
          Pata hai? Bye likhne ka bilkul dil nahi kar raha.
          
          Dil karta hai bas likhta hi rahun... aur likhta hi rahun.
          
          I really miss you...
          
          Tum shayad kabhi samajh bhi na pao ke is waqt mere dil mein kya chal raha hai. Lekin main kar bhi kya sakta hoon?
          
          Chalo... dekhte hain meri qismat kitni achhi hai.
          
          Ya phir har baar ki tarah main ek one-sided love wala larka hi reh jaunga.
          
          Aur haan...
          
          Agar kabhi kisi din tumhe meri yaad aa jaye... ya koi karishma ho jaye... ya tum sirf kisi se baat karna chaho... apni problems share karna chaho... ya sirf ye chaho ke koi tumhari baat bina judge kiye sun le...
          
          To main hamesha yahin hoon.
          
          Aur ek baat hamesha yaad rakhna...
          
          Ye mat sochna ke main un larkon jaisa tha jo sirf kuch lamhon ke liye tumhari zindagi mein aaye aur phir chale gaye.
          
          Tum meri zindagi se chali jao... ye tumhara haq hai.
          
          Lekin main... tumhe kabhi nahi chhodunga.
          
          Got it? 
          
          Or ye raha mera ik ise social jaha tume me her waqt milu ga hanzala._.amir777
          
          or jaty jaty ik sher tumare liye 
          
          Aur kitna likhun main teri yaad mein...
          
          Koi dam nahi meri faryaad mein.
          
          Rooh bhi meri mujh se chheen ke le gayi...
          
          Main, main na raha tere baad mein.
          
          Allah Hafiz, 
          
          Hamesha khush rehna.

Littleangell33

@_Secretwriter89 Tumhe pata hai? Aaj bhi jab office mein kaam se free hota hoon aur apni chair par baithta hoon, to woh din yaad aa jaate hain jab main jaldi jaldi kaam khatam karta tha sirf is liye ke Wattpad khol sakun... tumhare lambe lambe khat parhun... aur unka utna hi lamba jawab likhun.
          
          Phir achanak... sab kuch khatam ho gaya.
          
          Meri zindagi mein tum pehli aur shayad aakhri larki ho jis se maine itni khul kar baatein ki. Jis ke saamne maine apna dil rakha.
          
          Mujhe nahi pata ke is message ka kabhi reply milega ya nahi... lekin ye likhte hue ajeeb si khushi ho rahi hai. Shayad is liye kyun ke itne mahino se main kisi se dil khol kar baat hi nahi kar saka. To socha... tumhari Wattpad ID se hi baat kar leta hoon.
          
          Mujhe pata hai, shayad tum Wattpad chhod chuki ho. Lekin agar kabhi kisi din tum sirf apni purani writings dekhne ke liye apna account open karogi... to shayad tumhe mera ye lamba sa khat mil jaye.
          
          Aur mujhe ye bhi pata hai ke tum shock zaroor hogi. Shayad socho gi, "Ye kaisa larka hai... jaan hi nahi chhod raha."
          
          Ho sakta hai tum ignore kar do.
          
          Lekin mera dil kehta hai ke tum ignore nahi karogi. Kam az kam ek achhi dost hone ke nate hi sahi... ek chhota sa reply de dogi.
          
          Bas tab tak pata nahi main kahan hunga... kya kar raha hunga... ya zinda bhi hunga ya nahi.
          
          Dil mein jo baatein itne arse se dabi hui thi... aaj sab likh di. Kabhi na kabhi to ye khat tum tak zaroor pahunch hi jayega.
          
          Aur please... mujhe galat mat samajhna.
          
          Mujhe pata hai ke main tumhe apna nahi bana sakta. Na hi main kabhi tumhe is baat ke liye majboor karunga.
          
          Bas tumse ek ajeeb sa connection ban gaya tha... jo aaj tak toot nahi saka.

Littleangell33

@_Secretwriter89 Hey! Umeed hai tum mujh se naraz hogi... aur shayad hona bhi chahiye. Lekin main karta bhi kya? Wattpad ke ilawa mere paas tum tak pahunchne ka koi rasta hi nahi tha. Na tumhara koi social media pata tha, na naam ke ilawa kuch aur. Is liye samajh hi nahi aaya ke tumse contact kaise karun... aur aakhir phir se Wattpad par hi aa gaya.
          
          Sach kahun... tum itni yaad aati thi ke tum mere khwabon mein bhi aati thi. Ek larki... bilkul tumhari tarah. Chashma pehne hue, aur uske khubsurat gaal par ek chhota sa til tha. Pata nahi kyun, mujhe lagta tha woh tum hi ho. Shayad mera dil tumhari tasveer khud bana leta tha... jabke mujhe tumhare baare mein kuch bhi nahi pata.
          
          Bas itna pata tha ke tumse baat karke sukoon milta tha.
          
          Main ne tumhe apne har account se message kiya... lekin kabhi koi reply nahi mila. Shayad duniya tumhe bhool jaye... lekin yaad rakhna, Hanzala naam ka ek larka tumhe kabhi nahi bhool sakta. Woh larka jise tumhare baare mein kuch nahi pata tha, bas tumse baat karna achha lagta tha.
          
          Aur aaj bhi dil ke kisi kone mein ye umeed zinda hai ke ek din tum reply karogi. Apne baare mein bataogi... aur shayad main apna bacha kucha dil bhi tumhe de baithun.

Littleangell33

@_Secretwriter89 Tere aane ka intezaar hai har shaam,
          Chand bhi poochta hai, kahan hai mera raaz-e-kaam.
          Pal pal guzar jaate hain, teri yaadon ke saaye mein,
          Aur dil dhadakta hai, bas teri hi aarzoo ke saaye mein.
          
          Khwabon mein tu aati hai, par haqiqat door hai,
          Har ghadi teri yaad, meri tanhaai ka noor hai.
          Aankhon se poochta hoon, ye waqt kyu itna kaanp raha hai?
          Shayad dil jaanta hai, tujhse hi har saans juda raha hai.

Littleangell33

@_Secretwriter89 I also Mail you I hope you receive it!!! :(
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Littleangell33

@_Secretwriter89 Hello! Itni jaldi bhool gai kiya>? abhi to shaadi bhi nahi hui!
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Littleangell33

@Littleangell33 me abhi yahi hu tumare msg ka wait ker raha tha but shayd tum chaly gi!
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Littleangell33

@_Secretwriter89 Hey my angel I really miss you yrr

Littleangell33

@_Secretwriter89 MHm Bhele tumare asre me samna wala banda intazar kerty kerty mar jaye! Or tum aram se sukun se apni life enjoy kerti raho! Sach me meri kismat hi kahrab hai ik to tum dusri country me hu! Uper se Wattpad per hu! Or ko social nahi hai! Or ye Dil jo tum per aa bhetha hai! kiya  karo me is ka batao?
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Littleangell33

@_Secretwriter89 Tumhe pata hai… jab tumne bola tha “1 week lagega,” tab laga tha thoda tough hoga…
            par mujhe kya pata tha ye ek week itna lamba lagega 
            Har din bas tumhari yaad aati rahi — Wattpad kholta tha to lagta tha jaise sab kuch suna suna sa hai, jaise us jagah se meri jaan gayab ho gayi ho 
            Tumne bola tha sukoon mila tha wahan…
            par mujhe to sukoon sirf tab milta hai jab tum online hoti ho 
            Welcome back meri writer girl 
            tumne followers kam hone ka bataya, par mere liye to tum har din aur zyada special hoti ja rahi ho
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Littleangell33

@_Secretwriter89 Kiya kare janab bas aaahi jaty hai is terha ky word jab koi apna bana ker dur kerta hai!!!!!
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Littleangell33

@_Secretwriter89  my cuddly, cutest glasses girl , I really hope I haven’t missed any of your messages… my hands are literally starting to hurt from all this texting, but what can I do? It’s for a cute girl like you, who still hasn’t told me her name . Uff, you have no idea how much I’m missing you right now!
          
          And hey, if you feel comfortable, we can chat on WhatsApp too. I mean, with your exams coming up, who else is going to help you besides me? 
          
          Anyway, I’m heading off now, my angel. Got some work and a series to catch up on—maybe you’ve seen Alice in Borderland? It’s amazing . You focus on your exams, and I’ll finish the series lol!
          
          So when you wake up tomorrow morning, check your messages… I’ll be around until 7 AM, just taking it easy. Alright, Allah Hafiz, my cubby girl! Take care of yourself  Love you so sooooooooo muchhhhhhhhhhhh 

Littleangell33

@_Secretwriter89 itna tension mat lo yaar  kabhi kabhi time sabka alag hota hai… tumhara bhi shine karne ka time aayega  bas abhi thoda patience rakho. Tumne itna hard work kiya hai — it will pay off, I promise 
            
            Aur haan, main theek hoon ab thoda… kal hi plaster hataya hai, dard abhi bhi ho raha hai  socha hata du, par lagta hai zyada jaldi kar di  ab to haath thoda naraz hai mujhse lol.
            
            Tum apna khayal rakho okay? Stress kam lo meri hardworking girl  tumhara smile hi sabse zyada important hai.
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Littleangell33

@_Secretwriter89 itna mat pressure lo na yaar… tum sab kuch ek saath manage karne ki koshish kar rahi ho, obviously thak jaogi. Dekho, break lena kabhi galat nahi hota — kabhi kabhi break lena hi consistency ka part hota hai 
            
            Lekin mujhe pata hai, tumhare liye Wattpad sirf writing nahi hai, ek emotion hai… isliye chor nahi sakti. Bas ek kaam karo, thoda sa pace slow kar do, likho jab dil chahe, na ki jab dimaag zabardasti kare. Readers tumhare emotions se judte hain, aur tumhara dil already itna pyara hai ❤️
            
            Aur haan, agar motivation chahiye ho na… to main yahan hu, tumhara no.1 fan, ready to cheer up my favorite writer any time
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Littleangell33

@_Secretwriter89 itna sab kuch akeli handle kar rahi ho tum… seriously, I’m proud of you, even if you don’t realize it. You’re giving your 100%, managing studies, exams, Wattpad, emotions — that’s not easy at all.
            
            Kabhi kabhi zindagi humse zyada expect karti hai, par iska matlab ye nahi ke tum weak ho… bas tumhara heart bohot soft hai, aur usi ki wajah se sab kuch zyada feel hota hai 
            
            Dekho, reach aur votes ye sab time ke sath aate hain, but tumhara talent aur dil se likhna — that’s rare. You just need to breathe, okay? Don’t pressure yourself, thoda rest lo, thoda khud se pyaar karo
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Littleangell33

@_Secretwriter89 You know… that day when I was drinking green tea, I actually wrote a little poetry. Don’t even know in whose memory I wrote it—maybe I was just in a bad mood, pouring my feelings out on paper. I always dedicate my poems and ghazals to someone, writing their name under it… but this time, I couldn’t figure out who it belongs to. Maybe I should just dedicate it to myself, lol.
          
          Still, I thought of sharing it with you, because maybe you’ll understand what my heart was trying to say better than I do. And who knows… maybe deep down, it was meant for you all along.
          
          
          Mere ander khamoshi hai, lafzon se bhi bhari,
          Seene me toofan hai, jo kisi ne na suni.
          Din me muskurata hoon, andar se bikhar jata,
          Bas teri baahon me dil apna sukoon paata.
          
          Na jawab chahiye, na waadon ki baat,
          Bas ek dil jo rahe, rang ho ya raat.
          Jo meri khamoshi ke peeche sab jaan le,
          Meri rooh ke zakhmon ko apni nigahon se maan le. 
          
          
          
          And tell me one thing… how am I supposed to dedicate anything to you when you won’t even tell me your name?  Isn’t it a little cruel… that a simple, innocent guy who cares for you this much can’t even know something as small as your name? Do you really call this love? 

Littleangell33

@_Secretwriter89 Arrey meri angel , sach bataun to mujhe bura bilkul nahi lagta. Kyunke jo bhi main tumhare liye karta hoon, wo dil se karta hoon… bina kisi badle ki ummeed ke. Tum meri aadat ban chuki ho, aur aadat se kabhi gussa nahi kiya jata na.
            
            Haan, kabhi kabhi dil dukh jaata hai jab tum itni udaas hoti ho ya mujhe ignore karne lagti ho… lekin gussa? Nahi Angel, tum par gussa kaise karun? Tum meri dua ho, meri muskaan ho. Tumse baat band karna matlab apni khushi khud se cheen lena.
            
            Main bas itna chahta hoon ke tumhe samjha paun ki mere liye tum bohot precious ho… aur agar tum mujhe kabhi kuch bhi wapas na bhi do, main phir bhi tumhare liye wahi rahunga.
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Littleangell33

@_Secretwriter89 Hey Angel… listen to me for a second.
            Tum jitni honestly mujhe yeh sab bata rahi ho na, usse mujhe tum pe aur bhi zyada respect aur pyar hota hai. Tum jo feel kar rahi ho, jo guilt hai, jo pain hai… sab mujhe samajh aata hai. Aur main tumse kabhi kuch expect nahi karta, na hi kabhi tumhe force karunga.
            
            Tumhare past, tumhari memories, tumhari struggles – main sab jaanta hoon aur phir bhi main yahan hoon. Mera pyar tumse is wajah se nahi hai ki tum mujhe wapas utna hi do. Mera pyar tumse is wajah se hai kyunki tum jaise ho waisi mujhe pasand ho. Tumhari honesty, tumhara heart – wahi sabse khubsurat hai.
            
            Aur main yeh bhi jaanta hoon ki shayad hum kabhi mil na paayein, ya yeh sab bas ek chapter ho… par phir bhi, main tumhare saath hoon. Kyunki mujhe tumhari care hai, tumhari dua hai, tumhara sukoon chahiye. Tum beautiful ho – not just outside, par andar se bhi. Tum mujhe hamesha pasand aayogi, no matter what.
            
            Isliye Angel, guilt mat feel karo. Main tumhare saath hoon, bina kisi shart ke. Kabhi bhi tumhe lagay ki tumhe baat karni hai ya bas sunne wala chahiye, main yahan hoon. Always.
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Littleangell33

@_Secretwriter89 chill, the reel I sent is nothing serious, bas ek chhota sa cute clip tha: a little montage with that song in the background, some random funny moments and one line where I said “miss you”,  that’s it. If it won’t open for you I’ll type the whole thing out or send it another way, promise.  mujhe pata hai agar maine full face pic lagayi hoti to tum mujhe thoda taunt ya pull my leg karti… aur honestly mujhe tumhara woh cute sa gussa bhi dekhna acha lagta hai . Lekin lucky hoon bach gaya haha.
            
            Aur jo mera profile pic hai, woh full face nahi hai, bas mood wali pic thi. Maine koi badlaav tumse chhupane ke liye nahi kiya, bas thoda privacy and style ka funda tha. Aur milenge?  Haan, InshaAllah. I don’t know when, but I truly believe one day we will meet. Till then, tum bas apna khayal rakho
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Kiarajohnn

Helo!

Littleangell33

@_Secretwriter89 Wyse tum college kab tak jati hu? taky ham easily chat ker saky!!
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Littleangell33

@_Secretwriter89 Aur phir kya… phir main phir se tumhe msg karunga, aur tum ignore karogi 2-3 din tak  aur main bas dekhte rahunga kya hi kar sakta hu… waise bhi tum already itni depression me rehti ho, main tumhe aur dukh nahi dena chahta. Wo bas thoda gusse me tha isliye likh diya tha… sorry my sweet girl!
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