Littlemissdeloulou

Hello all, 
          	
          	I wanted to take a moment to explain my sudden silence, because disappearing without a word was never my intention.
          	
          	The past few months have been a lot. I started a brand-new job and in the very same week I learned that my godmother, who is also my landlord is selling the house and we’re being asked to leave after five years. It was sudden, emotional, and incredibly destabilising. For someone with OCD and anxiety this has been incredibly difficult. 
          	
          	Four days later, everything changed again. After three years of tears, trying, heartbreak and multiple fertility clinic appointments, I found out I was pregnant. I’m now 14 weeks and still wrapping my head around the fact that this little miracle is real. Joy, fear, gratitude, exhaustion and disbelief has been a constant for the past few months and writing unfortunately has had to wait. 
          	
          	Im turning 30 today, the big 3-0, it feels insane knowing that this year is a new beginning for so many reasons. But I wouldn't change any of it for the world. 
          	
          	I just want to thank you all for your patience, your kindness and for being here even when I was quiet. I hope to start writing and sharing with you all again soon and I’m so grateful to have you with me when I do. 
          	
          	All my love, 
          	
          	Always. 
          	
          	C xo

Littlemissdeloulou

@yungi_01 bless your heart, thank you so much. We will get there in the end, the best is yet to come xo
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yungi_01

I wish you all the luck in the world love, also a baby omggg I’m so happy for you!! It’ll all work out in the end, never give up hope. 
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Littlemissdeloulou

Hello all, 
          
          I wanted to take a moment to explain my sudden silence, because disappearing without a word was never my intention.
          
          The past few months have been a lot. I started a brand-new job and in the very same week I learned that my godmother, who is also my landlord is selling the house and we’re being asked to leave after five years. It was sudden, emotional, and incredibly destabilising. For someone with OCD and anxiety this has been incredibly difficult. 
          
          Four days later, everything changed again. After three years of tears, trying, heartbreak and multiple fertility clinic appointments, I found out I was pregnant. I’m now 14 weeks and still wrapping my head around the fact that this little miracle is real. Joy, fear, gratitude, exhaustion and disbelief has been a constant for the past few months and writing unfortunately has had to wait. 
          
          Im turning 30 today, the big 3-0, it feels insane knowing that this year is a new beginning for so many reasons. But I wouldn't change any of it for the world. 
          
          I just want to thank you all for your patience, your kindness and for being here even when I was quiet. I hope to start writing and sharing with you all again soon and I’m so grateful to have you with me when I do. 
          
          All my love, 
          
          Always. 
          
          C xo

Littlemissdeloulou

@yungi_01 bless your heart, thank you so much. We will get there in the end, the best is yet to come xo
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yungi_01

I wish you all the luck in the world love, also a baby omggg I’m so happy for you!! It’ll all work out in the end, never give up hope. 
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Arikkarihan_

Hi, i'm curious...r u the same author who writes minsung on ao3?:)

Littlemissdeloulou

@Arikkarihan_ awww, thank you so much! Thats so kind! <3 haha, I upload to both as some people only have one or the other :)
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Arikkarihan_

@ Arikkarihan_  omg, i love ur storyy<3
            Didn't expect i'll find u here too:)
            
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Littlemissdeloulou

@Arikkarihan_ hello! Yes I am indeed, the story is on here too :) 
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Littlemissdeloulou

Hello all, 
          
          I got too excited and decided that I had starved you all too long. 
          
          I have finally altered my book to exactly how it is supposed to be, now I am happy with it. 
          
          If you want to check out the NEW version of A Game Of Love And Flames - Minsung. Please go right ahead. I have re structured it all and changed it so it flows better. 
          
          Though the book is yet to be completed fully, I have around 16 pre written chapters. I am happy to release them once a week OR depending how many comments or interest/responses I receive about it, I will release two chapters a week.  
          
          Let me know your thoughts! 
          
          All my love, 
          
          C xo

Littlemissdeloulou

@_14ExoTic85_ thank you so much, I hope you're well xo
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Littlemissdeloulou

Hello all, 
          
          I need to vent. 
          
          Just been made redundant at my work. I've only been there 6 months, and they are cutting half the team as the "pilot scheme" for our centralised hub is no longer being continued. 
          
          They didn't put that anywhere in our contracts, nor did they mention it at all until the day we found out it was a trial period and we were at risk of redundancy. 
          
          I'm just so numb and angry right now.
          
          Thank you for listening, I appreciate you guys so much. 
          
          All my love, 
          
          C xo
          
          
          

Littlemissdeloulou

@Sann_ie Thank you so much, I think it hurts more knowing how much I love the role and what I do. To then be told, im losing my job, but then also get told I need to carry on and work as normal and be professional. Its just not fair at all. Hopefully there's a silver lining in all of this  
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Sann_ie

That really sucks — I’m sorry you’re having to deal with this. It’s completely understandable to feel upset. Wishing you clarity and better days ahead❤️
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Littlemissdeloulou

@Suzyisnotme thank you, I just feel like, if they knew it was a pilot and it was a trial/temp contract, why not make that clear in the application and interview as I left a stable job of 3 years for this one. Hoping for better and it ended up like this.. thank you, I am hoping its a blessing in disguise 
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Littlemissdeloulou

Hello all, 
          
          I hope you're all well!
          
          I was just thinking about my Minsung book and how beefy it really is and how long it may actually take for me to complete it and reupload it as a whole new book. 
          
          Ill give you guys a choice. 
          
          1. I can start releasing chapters for my other Minsung book. I've got some in the works already drafted. 
          
          2. Work on my second Woosan book idea and release chapters as and when they're written. 
          
          3. Continue as is, putting my entire focus on A Game Of Love And Flames.
          
          Let me know your thoughts! 
          
          All my love, 
          7
          C xo

Littlemissdeloulou

Hello all, 
          
          Just popping in to say, I've been woking tirelessly, reworking the entire story for AGOLAF. 
          
          I haven't finished yet, but I'll let you know how I'm getting on as I go. 
          
          Currently, it's sitting at 27,811 words... I need to sort the parts I've already written. Re write them and then continue from where I left it. 
          
          Thank you all for your patience and understanding, I hope to have sorted this and got the brand new version back out to you as soon as I can. 
          
          I am also working on another Woosan book idea, and I have 4 chapters of a new Minsung book written. Can't wait to share them!
          
          Hope you're all keeping well!
          
          All my love,
          
          C xo

Littlemissdeloulou

Hello all, 
          
          Just a brief update on where we are at atm. 
          
          So, I'll be updating TPBU in the next couple of days. 
          
          I'm working on AGOLAF, I had a moment where I just wasn't sure if I liked where we were or where it's going.. I know what I'm want to write, but it's just my doubts about whether it's coming along nicely or not.. there's so much plot, so much to put into it.. but regardless, I'm hoping to get back on track with it and update it soon. 
          
          I have been working on something new in the background. Another Minsung book! Yaya. This one is writing itself honestly. Can't wait to share it with you all! 
          
          Anyway, I hope you are all safe and well! 
          
          All my love, 
          
          C xo

TerriLeighMatthews

@Littlemissdeloulou take the time you need, we can wait, don't rush something that might not be up to your standards, just because you're worried about us readers.xx 
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