Hello all,
I wanted to take a moment to explain my sudden silence, because disappearing without a word was never my intention.
The past few months have been a lot. I started a brand-new job and in the very same week I learned that my godmother, who is also my landlord is selling the house and we’re being asked to leave after five years. It was sudden, emotional, and incredibly destabilising. For someone with OCD and anxiety this has been incredibly difficult.
Four days later, everything changed again. After three years of tears, trying, heartbreak and multiple fertility clinic appointments, I found out I was pregnant. I’m now 14 weeks and still wrapping my head around the fact that this little miracle is real. Joy, fear, gratitude, exhaustion and disbelief has been a constant for the past few months and writing unfortunately has had to wait.
Im turning 30 today, the big 3-0, it feels insane knowing that this year is a new beginning for so many reasons. But I wouldn't change any of it for the world.
I just want to thank you all for your patience, your kindness and for being here even when I was quiet. I hope to start writing and sharing with you all again soon and I’m so grateful to have you with me when I do.
All my love,
Always.
C xo