Littleone088

Hiiii guys, so I don't know when the next chapter will be as I'm so sick right now. Plus, it's my birthday tomorrow and I wanna curl up and die I feel so awful 
          
          I'll try my best to get the next chapter our soon

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE BEST FRIEND A SLUT COULD ASK FOR 
          
          EMMA YOU ARE AMAZINGGGGGG

Right so I have an update on Twisted.
          
          The next chapter is like 75% done, and I'm doing my best to get it ready for my no1 VIP pookie and her BIRTHDAYYYYY
          
          I LOVE YOU EMMA AND YOU ARE THE BEST FRIEND A GIRL COULD ASK FOR!!!

Note to self: NEVER EVER SHARE A BED ON A FIRST DATE BECAUSE THE MF MIGHT HAVE FUCKING HEADLICE 

Fine people, 
          
          You may soon recieve, with haste, the next chapter of Twisted. 
          
          I make no promises as to it's quality, as in my eyes it is a steaming pile of dog shit.

I need The Adjudicator, a bottle of lube and a 9 inch strap on all sent to my location within 10 minutes. 
          
          Fuck sadness, fuck loneliness. Fuck me instead. 

Right guys, I have a little confession to make. 
          
          Although I still love her, Bellatrix hasn't been in my mind lately. I've tried to write for Twisted, I promise, but the passion has kind of ebbed off. 
          
          So, I have to admit, my hyperfixation lately has been solely upon Katie McGrath and in particular her character, The Adjudicator. I think Twisted will be on a slight hiatus for now, but I promise to keep trying to write more for it. 
          
          Love you all <3

Pookies I realised 
          
          I'm not 'possessive' or 'too intense' 
          
          I just want someone to return my energy and rail me til I belong to them :)

My therapist asks me what I do all day, what I'm passionate about etc.
          
          I can't exactly say that I write, because then I have to explain how depraved my mind is and then she'll section me to the psych ward. Ill never get out, and then you guys won't get any more chapters. 

Can i just say, how much i fucking hate my autistic brain? I hate it. I want to be normal so fucking badly, because then I might have a chance to make friends or even not drive away anyone with the slightest interest in me.
          
          As you might know, I'm dating someone. I'm falling so fast and I didn't think it was possible. I am obsessive and clingy, and I'm terrified that I'm going to scare her off. I hate myself. I keep isolating from her in the hopes that I won't annoy her anymore than I already have, because my greatest fear is to just be that irritating clown they can't put up with anymore. 
          
          Sorry guys, needed a little vent. Next chapter out soon!