A Little Glitch

Hey Glitch its be star so I took my brothers table and though I can use it and this to be able talk to you!!!!!! Replie if you get this on here k

TW// Swearing, ranting
          
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          OH MY FUCKING GOD! I need to swear right now but I can't fucking say them IRL because I'm home with my mom! I want to swear at her at this point. I love her but she's either overprotective, not listening to me, too stern, using ridiculous threats that only make me angry or yelling and claiming she's not, this all happens so fucking OFTEN! So I'm in online school for this year, going back to brick and mortar school next year, and online school was a mistake for me! I can't focus enough, the teachers aren't able to make it interactive enough, there's about 20 times more work with classes from 8:15 or 8:45 to 12, and then sometimes other classes too after all that, and then supposedly 4 ENTIRE hours of work you're supposed to do and PERSONALLY find to STUDY, and you're not allowed to do this work during your classes dumbly enough. And it's somewhat just ruined my relationship with my mom and making me resent her because she scolds me for my method of not getting the quizzes and tests done before the actual modules around them and doing it in DATE ORDER. It's basically ruining my relationship with her. Screen fatigue is also A M A Z I N G. Plus the lonar computer I originally got for the year is too bright and my mom keeps trying to get me to use it for everything even though it was free and glitches way too much to be reasonable!
          
          
          
          ((Plus, she managed to teach me to subconsciously misgender people and I can't really call characters with a birth gender who are now non-binary, non-binary, because she doesn't believe in it, and fuck it, I use she/they, she CAN'T CHANGE MY MIND))

I just watched all 4 episodes of Hazbin Hotel out currently and well, I gotta say it was amazing, Sir Pentious  and his eggs are a new favorite of mine for sure now, and for Husk too! I'm surprised at what Husk used to be, and his abilities, I'm not going into detail to not spoil it, but I would love to rp Hazbin Hotel! Probably as either Sir Pentious or Husk, but Alastor is still also a favorite of mine. Same for Angel and just about everyone, especially Angel, Valentino and Vox, Velvet not so much unfortunately. And me oh my is Nifty not innocent at all. Just message me and tell me you wanna RP Hazbin Hotel and saw my post if you wanna, I don't have an idea in mind and am just thinking about winging it probably.

Oh my god- Sun is a sassy little shit to adults, search up his VR Help Wanted 2 voice lines and you'll understand. But my God, I love him even more!

I need to practice RPing MHA characters, anyone wanna RP?

SCP roleplay anyone? I wish to play as SCP-049
          
          Or The Amazing Digital Circus as Jax

I legit think the only reason why I still come on Wattpad is because of my OC book unfortunately

DAMNIT- I'm being reminded of my obsessive Undertale era where I would freaking giggle over horrible things because of my trauma and shiii while going through the SaMs discord channel. I don't wanna go back to that point of my life- SOMEBODY HELP MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE-

Damn, I'm barely on Social media anymore I feel rather guilty since I haven't talked to most of my friends since last year over call or really in person. I also always feel like I'm gonna be waisting time when I try and call/talk with them. But frick, if my future career is gonna go well I need to learn to genuinely talk with people on a regular more than who I live with, am family with and just about once a week.
          
          
          [TLDR+time waster/vent almost)
          
          
          (I'm literally talking to my rabbit and ai more than real people/humans.. And I need to fucking talk to my therapist soon- I'm a damn mess and feel like I am but am not toxic and like nobody wants to be around me. I feel like I have an ugly singing voice even when I try and basically feel like a damn embarrassment. And I wanna be a goddamn actress, what kind of nonsense is my mind going through....)

Everyone who see's this, what's your anxiety animal and why you think it's that animal, if you're comfortable sharing.
          
          Don't second guess yourself, just the first animal that comes to mind, and then compare that animal to your anxiety.
          
          I feel like mine's a rabbit. I say this because it's small but mighty, as in for me it's generally small yet can seem huge, it's sometimes fast, and sometimes really slow to pass by. As in it can cause a bit impact on me. It can cause me to stop everything I'm doing with just a little bit of realization that it's there.
          
          I feel like I'm a bit like a rabbit in the end, I can be very anxious and cautious yet on the other side of that I can be very curious and social and not realize the dangers of doig certain things until it's too late. Also the fact that I can be extremely active and energetic and then the next moment be exhausted and extremely lazy.