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MERRY CHRISTMAS.
          Hope you all have a awesome day. :3 

I LOVE YOUR PROFILE!!! IT'S ADORABLE!!

Hey if you need me I'll be here!

Ok this song is amazing 
          TIL DEATH DO WE PART - "CURIOSITY KILLS" 
          https://youtu.be/ZNGRzw6lkHk

Hit 230 o-o whoa 
          Thank you guys so much, I never thought I was even ever gonna hit over 5 tbh :3

Been inactive on here, soz, you I'ii try to be more active.

This is the first time I ran out of the house and just roded my bike to the park, cause of my mum and step dad.
          
          And I'm kinda freaking out, cause they were yelling at each other idk what about cause I was blasting music on my headphones cause this was like the 10th time this week.
          
          Before I left my mum said something like
          "He wouldn't be like this l, if you would stop buying things online" 
          So blaming me for all their yelling...
          
          I all I buy online is CD's cause music is basely the only thing that makes me happy. 
          I smile every time I see a band member smile cause I love to see them happy, cause they helped me so much. 
          
          Anyway a bit off topic.
          
          My step dad throws things and Punch's things, and it scary to me, cause idk if will abuse someone. It really freaks me out.
          
          I already feel blamed for my mum and dad breaking up, cause when I was little my mum said that.my dad couldn't handle me.
          
          Cause you guys don't know this but.
          
          I have a heart problems, it's fixed now but I was born with 2 holes in my heart. And only like 5% born with this live, so I was l very lucky to live.
          And I might need surgery in the future cause of it.
          
          And so I blamed myself for my dad leaving...
          And I feel like I'm doing it again with my step dad...
          Sometime i think, I was apost to live cause I was badly dieing when I was born...
          Someone said that I'm alive for a reason , but Idk...
          
          So right now I'm that the park blasting what ever music is one my phone. Just sitting on the swings.
          
          And I don't know what to do...
          I feel worthless... 
          So I'm basely crying at the park...
          
          (So about the vent) 

O GEEZ 
          didn't realize I almost have 
          230 followers :D

IM NOT O  Fucking K, CAUSE 
          Sleeping With Sirens 
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