Liu_shishi

And one more thing, my loves.
          
          While I was away, I took the time to thoroughly edit Beyond Redemption. It was the least I could do after keeping you waiting for so long.
          
          I wanted to come back not only with a new chapter, but with a story that feels polished and even better for you to read.
          
          I hope you enjoy the little changes I've made. 

Also, you're probably wondering why, after disappearing for an entire year, I would return with just one chapter.
          
          The truth is, this chapter is more than just an update. It's a little booster for me. I needed the courage to come back, and I needed to know if there was still someone here waiting for me.
          
          Because you guys mean so much more to me than just numbers on a story.
          
          Every reader, every vote, every comment, every message, every person who has ever told me how much they love Adrian, Skylar, Ethan, or this story-you've been a part of this journey with me. Your support has given me reasons to keep writing even during the times when I couldn't bring myself to open the draft.
          
          So I needed to press that publish button.
          
          I needed to see if you were still here.
          
          If someone would still recognize this story after all this time.
          
          If someone would still care.
          
          And seeing you here now... honestly, it means more to me than I can put into words. 
          
          This isn't just me posting a chapter after a year.
          It's me finding my way back to a story I love, and to the people who made me believe it was worth coming back to.
          
          Thank you for still being here.
          
          I don't take a single one of you for granted.
          I missed you. More than you know. 
          
          Love you all so much and stay safe.
          
          Apologetically yours,
          Liu_Shishi.

To My Dearest Readers,
          
          I don't even know where to begin.
          
          First, I'm sorry.
          
          I know I've been gone for a whole year, and honestly, there is no excuse for disappearing on you like that.
          
          A lot has happened in my life during this past year-things I never expected, things that changed me in ways I didn't see coming. And while that may explain my absence, it doesn't justify it.
          
          You didn't deserve to be left waiting.
          You didn't deserve my silence.
          
          And yet, somehow, some of you stayed. You kept this story alive even when I wasn't here to continue it, and I will never take that for granted.
          
          Beyond Redemption means so much to me. Adrian, Skylar, Ethan, all of them... they have lived in my head and heart for so long. Walking away from the story wasn't because I stopped loving it. If anything, I missed it more than I can explain. I just didn't have it in me to write for a while.
          
          But I'm here now.
          
          And seeing this chapter finally published after a year feels incredibly emotional for me. 
          
          Thank you for your patience. Thank you for your love. Thank you for every vote, every comment, every message, and every person who wondered when I'd come back.
          
          I'm sorry I made you wait.
          
          
          

Heyyy! It's been so long. Do you remember me? Are you doing okay?

 A Little Note from Me to You ❤️
          
          Hey lovelies,
          
          I know it’s been a while since I last updated, and I want to start by saying I’m so sorry for the sudden silence. I truly didn’t mean to leave you hanging, especially after all the love and support you’ve shown my story. 
          
          The truth is—life got a little hectic. I recently started a new chapter of my own (including job grown up things like work), and it took up more time and energy than I expected. I didn’t get a chance to properly update you, and for that, I truly ask for your understanding and forgiveness.
          
          
          I hate that I left you in the dark. Truly, from the bottom of my heart, I’m so sorry for the wait, and I deeply appreciate your patience.
          
          Writing brings me so much joy—and knowing that you're out there, waiting and caring, means the world to me. I promise, I haven’t abandoned the story or you. I'm slowly getting back into the groove and can’t wait to dive into the next chapters soon.
          
          Thank you for your patience, your love, and for being part of this journey with me. You are the reason I keep writing. I appreciate you more than words can say. 
          
          Stay with me—exciting things are coming.
          
          With all my heart,
          
          Liu_Shishi
          
          

We getting another chap this month? 

Hey sweethearts, been a while
          How y'all doing? Missed you too much.
          Chapter 52 & 53 are published babes. Double update:)
          Please go and check them out. And don't forget to leave your vote and comment.
          
          Thank you for you your patience babes.
          Lots of love❤
          

Happy Easter my beautiful fam, hope y'all having a great holiday
          And don't worry, chapter 52 is coming soon:)
          Love you and stay safe❤

Second, I was expecting this job in January. Everything was settled, I did an interview and I passed. I was scheduled to start on January, I even prepared a new updating schedule and I was ready to share it with you guys but you know what happened? They canceled me the last minute.
          
          Babes, I don't even know how to tell you this. I have been in so much pain because I needed the job so bad. I don't know what's wrong really,   sometimes I can't help but feel like I'm not good enough. I feel so overwhelming right now, I feel like I'm trapped in a cycle and I won't get to be free. I couldn't write because it was hard for me to focus on anything. I had been so down lately because of my struggles and I'm so exhausted.
          
          But, I'm so happy that I'm back and I'll be able to write again. Besides, this shit is temporary and it will pass in no time.
          
          And of all, I have you guys and knowing we're in this together makes me feel at ease.
          
          Thanks and again I'm sorry for delaying in updates.
          
          Anyways, let's enjoy the story and just be ourselves. Love you babes❤
          
          
          

So my loves, I know y'all have been wondering why I didn't update for the last three months. I'm so sorry and I'm here to fill you with updates.
          
          A lot has been happening but I'll make it short.
          
          First, my close friend (who is like a sister to me) had an abortion but it went wrong. Very wrong. She had to go a surgery because she was in a very bad condition. She lost so much blood during abortion and because of it and we almost, almost lost her. I had  to stay with her when she was admitted and I stayed at her place when she was discharged because she had no one else. (She hid from her family that she got an abortion so no one in her family knew, just me)
          
          I know it might be non of my business, but think twice before trying an abortion babes, I'm so concerned after what I saw from my best friend. I want you all safe and healthy. 
          
          That's one of the reasons that I didn't update lately