Liyana_Sux

Hello. Uhm. 
          	
          	It's been a while, hasn't? 3 whole years. 
          	
          	Where was I? Well. I attempted to take my own life a few years back before my disappearance. Obviously, I failed. After my attempt, I wanted to move in with my father to get away from my mom and sister. (My parents got divorced a few years prior before so they live separately), my mum didn't care about me moving so she let me. I honestly didn't mean to disappear for three WHOLE years, it's just that I didn't find time to return back to wattpad specifically. 
          	
          	I'm 18 now. Am I still into object shows? Ironically, yeah. My interest in object shows never faded a bit! In fact, it has grown stronger! I really enjoy LOTS, and have picked up on watching ONE! 
          	
          	A question you guys may have is, " will I continue my 4x fics "? And to be honest... Looking back... They're a little cringe LOL.. I could pick up where I left off on some stories, or rework some chapters I feel like are a bit unnecessary. I would like to apologize for the one high school chapter where r@pe was mentioned. I was going through something at the time, and in all honesty, it was me at the time just projecting onto four, since he was my favorite. I shouldn't have included something like that in a fic, and again, for that, I apologize deeply if it triggered anyone. 
          	
          	Short answer, yes, I will continue the chapters. But the plot for some of the books are a little blurry since it's been a very long time since I've touched wattpad, so I apologize in advance if the chapters seems janky, or four and x being out of character. Actually, to be honest, they were kind of already out of character when I was first writing them. I'll try to correct my error with the mischaracterization of the two. As well for other characters, especially two. The reason he was so out of character was because of my deep rooted hatred for him at the time. I DESPISED his guts back then. I don't anymore, in fact I find him quite silly :)
          	
          	And with that, have a good day! 
          	
          	♡ Liy

SomeArtistNamedJelli

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@Liyana_Sux had to use an old account to comment this.  you don’t know me at all for the record but ive genuinely worried about you so bad ever since i learned youd attempted and you have no idea how glad i am that some random person on the internet has continued to live on and love the things they love and shit. im really glad youre doing even just a little better even if ive never really known you at all. sorry if this is uncomfy though
          	  i hope youre able to take care of yourself as best you can and are able to settle. we wish the best for you!!!
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souperfresh

@Liyana_Sux me and my friends have been waiting for literal years for the continuation of the highschool au
          	  
          	  i knew my goat couldn't have died
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Tpot_Fan2763

@Liyana_Sux WOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
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karlahere1

it's really sad that I find your story very similar to the one of the 4x high school au. I'm very glad that you are alive, healthy, and somewhere where you feel safe. I loved your first a bit before a year ago and have not touched wattpas ever since, I recently just got into wattpad again and am incredibly happy for you

karlahere1

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fuck autocorrect
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karlahere1

five not first srry...
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Liyana_Sux

Hello. Uhm. 
          
          It's been a while, hasn't? 3 whole years. 
          
          Where was I? Well. I attempted to take my own life a few years back before my disappearance. Obviously, I failed. After my attempt, I wanted to move in with my father to get away from my mom and sister. (My parents got divorced a few years prior before so they live separately), my mum didn't care about me moving so she let me. I honestly didn't mean to disappear for three WHOLE years, it's just that I didn't find time to return back to wattpad specifically. 
          
          I'm 18 now. Am I still into object shows? Ironically, yeah. My interest in object shows never faded a bit! In fact, it has grown stronger! I really enjoy LOTS, and have picked up on watching ONE! 
          
          A question you guys may have is, " will I continue my 4x fics "? And to be honest... Looking back... They're a little cringe LOL.. I could pick up where I left off on some stories, or rework some chapters I feel like are a bit unnecessary. I would like to apologize for the one high school chapter where r@pe was mentioned. I was going through something at the time, and in all honesty, it was me at the time just projecting onto four, since he was my favorite. I shouldn't have included something like that in a fic, and again, for that, I apologize deeply if it triggered anyone. 
          
          Short answer, yes, I will continue the chapters. But the plot for some of the books are a little blurry since it's been a very long time since I've touched wattpad, so I apologize in advance if the chapters seems janky, or four and x being out of character. Actually, to be honest, they were kind of already out of character when I was first writing them. I'll try to correct my error with the mischaracterization of the two. As well for other characters, especially two. The reason he was so out of character was because of my deep rooted hatred for him at the time. I DESPISED his guts back then. I don't anymore, in fact I find him quite silly :)
          
          And with that, have a good day! 
          
          ♡ Liy

SomeArtistNamedJelli

this message may be offensive
@Liyana_Sux had to use an old account to comment this.  you don’t know me at all for the record but ive genuinely worried about you so bad ever since i learned youd attempted and you have no idea how glad i am that some random person on the internet has continued to live on and love the things they love and shit. im really glad youre doing even just a little better even if ive never really known you at all. sorry if this is uncomfy though
            i hope youre able to take care of yourself as best you can and are able to settle. we wish the best for you!!!
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souperfresh

@Liyana_Sux me and my friends have been waiting for literal years for the continuation of the highschool au
            
            i knew my goat couldn't have died
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Tpot_Fan2763

@Liyana_Sux WOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
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Fourmybeloved

It's sad to know that this person might be gone. I hope everyone who is going through a rough time in their life knows their not alone and that there is help. There is a way out of this. Life is hard, and you will come across many challenges, but you need to stay strong. Things will get better, and there is support you can get. Rest in peace. ❤️

Fourmybeloved

@Fourmybeloved also, remember to take care of yourself, you matter. There is beauty  in imperfections. Take things slow. everything will be okay. Believe in yourself, and don't let other people push you down, continue doing the things you love, life is short. Live everyday like it's your last.
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