Fhubvdtrrgbjj
I writing this just bcuz I wanted a place to cry
My father is very abusive towards mom
I don't like it . I love my mom she is the only support I have so I hate it when he abuses her I get so scared during such fights . I'm doing CA course and I have and exam within 1 and a half month but I just can't study my mental state is not good Im not able to concentrate everytime I sit to study I start remembering all the abuses my father did to my mom I get scared that if something happens to my mom how will I survive alone with my abusive dad . So liz ur stories offer me so much comfort and a escape whenever they fight . I just want some strength to continue but idk where to ask for it . I feel like it's all fun in fan fictions where yn will have an abusive father and then someone(a member of BTS) comes and saves her , offers her love. But I think that no one is going to come save me and my mom from this hell . I just want to give up but can't let my mom live with that bastard after I die. I feel like I'll go crazy with all the shoutings in my house .
Unknownbtsfancam
@Fhubvdtrrgbjj You can't stand against him you would have money and the power it brings he can't stop you. You can seek professional help. As it's a serious thing. As if now if you do this you don't have anything to lean on you have Noone to help you . So you have to reach that space where you have the resources to take any step
Fhubvdtrrgbjj
@Pechems thank youbut how will me getting a good career help me in my situation even if I get a good career my father won't let us leave and we won't be able
