Lizzey13_

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          ayo, a year late, i never check wattpad 
          but better late to call u special than never B)

Also, sorry that I havent been posting much lately, I've been distracted with cosplay, school, cleaning, and a bunch of other stuff. I'm hoping to come out with a new book soon. It's not Luca related, but if you would like something in a Luca au, I'd be happy to write it, I just want to know anyone would read it.

I watched Luca recently, and here is my spoiler free review. 
          I think these b!tches gay... good for them! Good for them!

I'm working on my cosplay series and I keep forgetting that I have to make this achievable for me to record at home. 

My little sister: It's because she hates you. 
          Me: *deep breath*
          Me, having experienced a large amount of "you look like a girl" dysphoria": I am not a she! 
          My Little Sister: I don't--
          Me, on the brink of tears: I swear to god, if you say you dont care, I will punch you in the face!

I'm watching that episode, iWill Date Freddie. And they're having Sam tell Freddie he's important and she's saying it's basically suffering. 
          And I understand it a lot, I have a hard time saying kind things to people I have an emotional buffer with. And that comes from a lot of shit in my past. But they're treating it like a joke... I hate that...

Continuation! Freddy called Sam and it. And she corrects him to she, saying she's a girl. This is kind of freaking me out. 

So iCarly was just put on Netflix in America. 
          Think about Trans Sam Puckett. She's self conscious about being aggressive, a stereotypically masculine trait. And she wants to be called pretty and sweet. I am now going to be thinking about it the entire time. 

Patton is the top (most of the time) in his and Logan's relationship because he controls Thomas's decisions more. That's also why they're a switch relationship too. 

I would like to talk about Gender Euphoria. 
          So I've been on a hunt for things that give me gender euphoria lately, and I've come up with a small amount of things, but a lot, I didnt have. So I made a wishlist. And it actually helped. Looking at stuff that gives you gender euphoria and the hope that maybe you can get it someday, in itself gives you a small sense of gender euphoria. 
          It might just be me, but it helped me a lot. 
          https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/genericItemsPage/MZE70EBSXQL?ref_=lol_ov_le
          This is mine, if you want to take a look. 
          (If you Want to get me something, you can, my info is in there, but no pressure lol. I just want to help others with an idea ^-^)