so some of you may have noticed, and others maybe not, but I've recently been going through some really hard things and been doing some very bad very questionable things.. I'm a heart broken mess. I love this guy with all of my heart but through some misunderstandings and miscommunication I basically ruined everything. And because of his hard headedness he believed other people before me. now all I want is for us to talk and fix things, but I'm not sure if that's possible. I just wanted to ask everyone for prayers and also to let you know why I may be going on a break from updating stuff recently. I know longer feel happy or comfortable with life, well I haven't felt that way for a while but it's recently gotten worse. So I wish you all the best and if I'm still here in the future I will try to come back and update. Goodbye for now.
