LizzyNovaStar

Hey friends. I'm not back, but my new account on AO3 now has stories on it. They're not exactly the same as what they were here, but it's okay. I plan on writing more as time goes on. Please be patient, as I'm also going through an identity crisis and am going by another name on archiveofourown. It's @August__Ambrose, if anyone is still interested in my works. Thank you so much for the support, and I hope this message reaches the right people... Goodbye for now. 
          	~August

LizzyNovaStar

@mayushiin thank you so much, I've been missing the notifications I get when you interact with my works lol. Good to see you again, friend. I hope my works on Archive will be sufficient, if not better than my works on Wattpad. Thank you so much for the comment you left on my JTK fanfic <3
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mayushiin

omg hiiiii I'm glad to hear from you!! 
          	  I'll be sure to follow you on AO3 (as soon as they let me create an account...) also, love your new name!!! hope you're doing well ❤️‍
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LizzyNovaStar

Hey friends. I'm not back, but my new account on AO3 now has stories on it. They're not exactly the same as what they were here, but it's okay. I plan on writing more as time goes on. Please be patient, as I'm also going through an identity crisis and am going by another name on archiveofourown. It's @August__Ambrose, if anyone is still interested in my works. Thank you so much for the support, and I hope this message reaches the right people... Goodbye for now. 
          ~August

LizzyNovaStar

@mayushiin thank you so much, I've been missing the notifications I get when you interact with my works lol. Good to see you again, friend. I hope my works on Archive will be sufficient, if not better than my works on Wattpad. Thank you so much for the comment you left on my JTK fanfic <3
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mayushiin

omg hiiiii I'm glad to hear from you!! 
            I'll be sure to follow you on AO3 (as soon as they let me create an account...) also, love your new name!!! hope you're doing well ❤️‍
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LizzyNovaStar

Well, it happened. My stories did get deleted, but not to worry. I am moving my works to AO3, or archiveofourown, for the forseeable future. 
          
          I was foolish to think my stories would've stayed, given that they were just smutshots, but other writers do the same as what I did, and they haven't gotten flagged or anything for the years their stories have been up.
          
          But what's done is done. I can't get back all the progress I made unless I try again, this time on a different website, where my hard work will be more appreciated by my audience and the website. I'm sorry, friends of Wattpad. I hope to see you guys in my comments again one day, but as of now, my stories will be written on AO3 from now on. Hopefully I can grow and become a better writer as a result of this horrible luck that's taken over my writing. I've missed being a writer and again, I was foolish to publish my works on this website, especially without saving them, so now I can rewrite and revise my stories and make better stuff for you guys, if you follow me to AO3.
          
          If you don't, I understand. If you do, please feel free to follow my works and profile @https://archiveofourown.org/users/LizzyNovaStar" rel="nofollow" target="_blank">https://archiveofourown.org/users/LizzyNovaStar">@https://archiveofourown.org/users/LizzyNovaStar
          
          Stay safe out there. 
          
          Signed, LizzyNovaStar. 

LizzyNovaStar

I guess my stories got deleted...?

LizzyNovaStar

@mayushiin don't worry, I'll be back to write more. Wattpad can't keep taking down my stories forever.
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mayushiin

@ LizzyNovaStar  omg NoOOOOOOOOOoooooo   
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mayushiin

@ LizzyNovaStar  huh...? I just saw this 
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LizzyNovaStar

(Trigger Warning: Mentions of sexual assault, mental illness.)
          
          Hello, all. I've missed writing here, but I'm still currently healing from the mental health crisis I had back in March (2022). And now I'm dealing with more stress.
          
          So, as of late, I've been dealing with PTSD, depression, anxiety, and suicidal ideation from a sexual assault I went through this past June (2022). It's been hard and some days I don't feel like doing anything. 
          
          But, I feel as though I've let you guys down. I see every comment, vote, and request, and I don't think I do a fantastic job when I write at all. I suppose that's partly just me being paranoid and insecure, and I know I won't get a lot of reads on this note, but for those of you that stuck around this far into this note, and into the book itself, thank you. 
          
          Writing, as I've mentioned before, is one of my favorite outlets but with my depression, it's difficult to be able to do what I used to love, what I still love to this day. Even as I type this note, I feel like I'm happier, but this is only temporary. I can only hope for the best in my future and I hope I can still write in my books later. 
          
          Although I haven't really wanted to write, perhaps for now I can do simple oneshots instead of sexual ones? What do you guys think? (I'll probably write a book purely full of fluff in the future, but for now, I am healing.)

livvyxbug

@LizzyNovaStar I'm so sorry for what your going through ik it's hard, its ok if you take a break, or if you do simple one shots it doesn't matter, what matters is that you heal take any and all the time you need.
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