:))

It's okay to let urself live a little. When ur over him,  go out and have a little fun. He's out of ur life and u don't have to worry about him anymore. Go flirt w the guy in ur chemistry class and go tell ur best friend at lunch. Make new friends and tell them how much u appreciate them. Live a little bit, you're allowed to :)

i...
          okay well i learned you never had anything against me...
          which is good. im so glad you have nothing against me but like...
          ????

huh
          never imagined this is how things would end...
          
          with her liking his best friend...
          well
          im sorry you had to go through that pain 
          dont forget that im always here for you...even if youll never know that

sometimes 
          i wish i could tell people whats going on 
          but i can't 
          and im sorry 

我爱你，但是你爱她 
          
          
          

for you, i was a short chapter
          but for me, you were the whole book
          

kinda feelin sad, kinda tired of everything, kinda confused, and kinda just dont know whats going on anymore

"i dont love him, winter just wasn't my season"

you'll be okay... 

sometimes, its okay to be not okay