Freckles

I'm starting to give up on everything.

To the people I've lost:
          
          I love you, and I think about you all the time. You may not feel for me the way I still feel for you. But that's okay. You have impacted me in a way you'll never know. I'm sorry we can't be together, for one reason or another.
          
          I love you. 

Don't mess with me, I'm a big boy now and I'm very scary.
          
          I punch my walls, stay out at night, and I do karate.
          
          Don't message me, cause I won't reply, I wanna make you cry.
          
          Ain't that how it's supposed to be? 
          
          Though it isn't me, boys will be bugs, right?

I don't really belong anywhere.

Yak I feel like I crawled from the pits of slumber to reach this point.
          
          Anyone else out there? ;)

Star Wars: Rise of Skywalker 
          
          
          This is officially my new favorite movie.
          
          Ever.
          
          I loved it more than Endgame, and I was a huge Marvel fan.
          
          But Star Wars resonates with me in a different way.
          
          It gives me hope. It's all about hope.
          
          And friendship.
          
          And love.
          
          And balance.
          
          And of course hot space people (that's a given).
          
          But this was the end. The REAL end.
          
          And it was the most satisfying ending.
          
          I couldn't have asked for anything more.
          
          I love Star Wars more than anything, and I'm glad to have been alive to witness the end.
          
          But also a new beginning.
          
          
          
          May the force be with you.
          
          Always.

Thanks for following me love. It means a lot to me. Xxx

2 pals of mine are graduating this year.
          
          I'll miss them a lot.
          
          Cassie is full of love for people and life. She's goofy, and her smile can bring you out of your darkest days. She cares for everyone, and it's a genuine love. Cassie's a great leader, and a great friend. I'll miss her. She inspires me every day, and will always do so. I love you! ♡♡
          
          And then there's Bailey. Now there's a ball of chaos. I love him though. The teasing is what I'll remember. I'll really miss him. I may have not always gotten along with his girlfriend, but they're cute together. They really love each other, and I wish nothing but the best for them.

I am currently LIVING for Shane Madej and Ryan Bergara.
          
          My >ultimate< Brotp.
          
          I'm in love.
          
          

Is it normal to think about kissing the person you are platonically in love with?