LlamaLoyd

So I have an idea. Hear me out. 
          	And please tell me if its too crazy or whatever, I lost my job last week and I've been spiraling in and out of depressive and manic episodes so fast I think Im getting whiplash 
          	
          	anyways. 
          	I depression binged White Lotus and it gave me an idea of a pretty...big project. 
          	So, for those of you who have seen White Lotus (Those of you who haven't, 10/10 recommend)  
          	Imagine this: 
          	A crossworld fanfiction, that follows three or four different sets of characters, but brings them together in places through out the story. 
          	For this particular Project I'm thinking, Killian and Sam (Scarlet), Ronnie and Crockett, and Bex and Eddie. 
          	One of these characters is going to be a killer and One of these characters is going to die and the fun thing is there will be clues through out the chapters and you as readers get to figure out who is the killer and who is the victim. 
          	
          	The story would have all of the elements of the White Lotus show, rich people, spicy scenes, drug and alcohol use, loads of drama and angst and spicy summer romance vibes. 
          	
          	Please tell me if I've lost my last marble with this idea. I just think it would be really cool to make one big story with all of these characters in it together. 
          	
          	Let me know in the comments what you guys think.

heatherPi

@LlamaLoyd sons of anarchy the way you pulls off his character is awesome.. I just finished righteous gemstones loved him in there and I’m watching justified with him in it 
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LlamaLoyd

@heatherPi Walton Goggins has been my hyperfixation actor right now I'm watching everything he's in 
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heatherPi

No cause I love that idea and white lotus in my next show to watch cause Walton goggins <3 
          	    I hope you feel better soon!  I’m just going to loose my mind writing four stories at the same time lol
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LlamaLoyd

So I have an idea. Hear me out. 
          And please tell me if its too crazy or whatever, I lost my job last week and I've been spiraling in and out of depressive and manic episodes so fast I think Im getting whiplash 
          
          anyways. 
          I depression binged White Lotus and it gave me an idea of a pretty...big project. 
          So, for those of you who have seen White Lotus (Those of you who haven't, 10/10 recommend)  
          Imagine this: 
          A crossworld fanfiction, that follows three or four different sets of characters, but brings them together in places through out the story. 
          For this particular Project I'm thinking, Killian and Sam (Scarlet), Ronnie and Crockett, and Bex and Eddie. 
          One of these characters is going to be a killer and One of these characters is going to die and the fun thing is there will be clues through out the chapters and you as readers get to figure out who is the killer and who is the victim. 
          
          The story would have all of the elements of the White Lotus show, rich people, spicy scenes, drug and alcohol use, loads of drama and angst and spicy summer romance vibes. 
          
          Please tell me if I've lost my last marble with this idea. I just think it would be really cool to make one big story with all of these characters in it together. 
          
          Let me know in the comments what you guys think.

heatherPi

@LlamaLoyd sons of anarchy the way you pulls off his character is awesome.. I just finished righteous gemstones loved him in there and I’m watching justified with him in it 
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LlamaLoyd

@heatherPi Walton Goggins has been my hyperfixation actor right now I'm watching everything he's in 
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heatherPi

No cause I love that idea and white lotus in my next show to watch cause Walton goggins <3 
              I hope you feel better soon!  I’m just going to loose my mind writing four stories at the same time lol
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LlamaLoyd

I have chapters 11-15 of All For You completed I just need to transfer them to here for final edits before they are ready to be published. I just wanted to let you all know that more chapters are coming, I've just had a lot going on between writing and haven't had time to get them all through the final editing stage.  With all that being said, would you guys prefer a massive update with all 5 chapters at once or would you guys like me to spread them out a bit?

LlamaLoyd

I forgot to mention that Chapter 16 is also on the way to being complete so that would make it 5 Chapters in total that will be ready
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LlamaLoyd

hey guys. So, I worked until after 4 in the morning editing the prologue and the first two chapters of this story to have it ready to publish today. All day I kept getting anxiety about publishing it. This is after all my first update on here since back in June. I worried all day, that if I publish this, I'll lose the spark and the muse and It will be disapointing to my readers I also had anxiety about my readers being upset that instead of something they've been waiting on an update for, I publish something new. But You guys know by now I always follow the muse and I finally decided to take a leap and publish This is the first time I've been truly excited about anything I've wrote since October and I hope you guys enjoy it. My brain is still very much on the mend. But I do hope this is a sign of better days to come. 
          <3 much love. 
          Haley
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/389412635

LlamaLoyd

bit of a life update here. 
          My brain is sick, I've been in a consistent bipolar depressive episode since the end of October. I've found very little joy in anything I try to create lately. For three months, I've been fighting a war inside my own head. I have moments of what I call "Clarity" when I'm more myself, those days I focus on writing, whereever the muse takes me and its left me with half written chapters for several stories, and so many new projects started that will likely never see the light of day (Or my wattpad account lol..) 
          My doctor believes my bipolar depression has reached crisis level. I'm not going to lie, it definitely feels that way. My doctor wanted to have me admitted for my safety but I begged her to just let me try increasing the dose on my medications and see how that works, I hadn't seen her since September because my job kept changing my work schedule. If the meds don't work, I have no choice but to be admitted for my own safety. 
          
          I just wanted to say that I really appreciate everyones patience when it comes to updates. I know its been literally months since my wattpad has seen any updates and I know as readers you all must be very frustrated. 
          
          So I want to thank the ones of you who have reached out to me, noticing my absence from Wattpad, and even the ones who may not have noticed that I have been missing thank you for your patience. 
          
          Realistically, I do not have a time frame for when I will get an actual full chapter of anything uploaded and I ask that you all continue to be patient with me while my brain and heart heal. 
          
          I have a facebook group, that a few of you are in specifically for my wattpad followers. If anyone needs to reach out to me, this is the best place to do it as I don't get wattpad notifications on my phone anymore, and the messaging system on wattpad has apparently vanished. 
          https://www.facebook.com/share/g/14vVQa3MrQ/
          Thank you All, 
          Much Love
          Your friendly neighborhood Llama.

Powerkitten31

@LlamaLoyd Please take your time take care of yourself too
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