LlamaLoyd

Hi everyone. It’s been a long time.
          
          I realized my last update here was back in October 2025, and I’ve felt guilty about disappearing without saying anything. I wanted to finally be honest with the people who supported me for so many years.
          
          I started writing OUAT fanfiction on Wattpad in 2018, and this platform shaped me as a writer. Teach Me to Love was my first big story, and even though I have a love‑hate relationship with it now, the fact that so many of you connected with it still means the world to me. It even won an award here, which I never expected.
          
          But over time, my inspiration for the fandom faded. I kept trying to force myself to write, but the muse just wasn’t there anymore. I felt like my themes were getting repetitive, and I wasn’t happy with my own work. I stepped back, took writing workshops, and focused on improving my craft. Somewhere along the way, the spark I had for these stories disappeared, and I don’t know if it will come back.
          
          I’m sorry I wasn’t transparent sooner. You deserved honesty instead of silence. I don’t know if I’ll return to updating my unfinished works here, and I don’t want to make promises I can’t keep.
          
          What I can promise is that my profile and stories will stay up. If you loved them, they’ll always be here for you to revisit.
          
          Thank you to everyone who read, voted, commented, and encouraged me. You helped me grow, you boosted my confidence, and you were a huge part of my writing journey. I’ll always be grateful for that.
          
          This isn’t a goodbye... just a gentle “see you later.”
          Thank you for everything.
          
          — Haley (Your friendly neighborhood Llama <3)

Hey, how's it going? Wondering if it would help if you rewatch once upon time and get inspire of captain hook and see the character he developed and why you write to make stories about him in the first place.

Are you going to update any of your Killian Jones stories?

How many of you are familar with Polybuzz? Its a chatbot website where you can chat with your favorite characters from TV shows and stuff. I've recently gotten into making bots. and I made one based on Teach Me To Love Killian if anyone is interested in playing around with him, you can create your own OCs (Personas) to chat with its really fun. If anyone has any requests for specific bots, let me know. 
          https://www.polybuzz.ai/character/chat/killian-jones-XWPgw

Writing Chapter 34 of Web! I use playlists for my characters to get into the mood of that character. Heres Blaire's playlist on Spotify! I have more for some of my other characters too! https://open.spotify.com/playlist/08SLLQIQRgYzJ2eWnprk0I?si=5ed5de1ef5e2420c

Chapter 33 is Up! Enjoy!
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/219827006

After 2 years, Chapter 32 Is finally Published in full. Enjoy!
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/219827006

Guess whos finally working on an Update for What A Tangled Web You Weave? ;)

So I have an idea. Hear me out. 
          And please tell me if its too crazy or whatever, I lost my job last week and I've been spiraling in and out of depressive and manic episodes so fast I think Im getting whiplash 
          
          anyways. 
          I depression binged White Lotus and it gave me an idea of a pretty...big project. 
          So, for those of you who have seen White Lotus (Those of you who haven't, 10/10 recommend)  
          Imagine this: 
          A crossworld fanfiction, that follows three or four different sets of characters, but brings them together in places through out the story. 
          For this particular Project I'm thinking, Killian and Sam (Scarlet), Ronnie and Crockett, and Bex and Eddie. 
          One of these characters is going to be a killer and One of these characters is going to die and the fun thing is there will be clues through out the chapters and you as readers get to figure out who is the killer and who is the victim. 
          
          The story would have all of the elements of the White Lotus show, rich people, spicy scenes, drug and alcohol use, loads of drama and angst and spicy summer romance vibes. 
          
          Please tell me if I've lost my last marble with this idea. I just think it would be really cool to make one big story with all of these characters in it together. 
          
          Let me know in the comments what you guys think.

I have chapters 11-15 of All For You completed I just need to transfer them to here for final edits before they are ready to be published. I just wanted to let you all know that more chapters are coming, I've just had a lot going on between writing and haven't had time to get them all through the final editing stage.  With all that being said, would you guys prefer a massive update with all 5 chapters at once or would you guys like me to spread them out a bit?