red riot

lol bye

if life has taught me anything, it's to live,laugh and love. Don't regret, make mistakes and make choices. Live life to the fullest and follow your dreams. Don't get pushed around by others or forced by peer pressure. Of course it is not that easy. There will be challenges, nothing is easy. There will be bumps, and rocks, and cuts along the way. You'll get knocked down and torn down and degraded to the point of no return. But you are strong and beautiful and I believe in you and I am so proud of what you've done so far, even if it's just getting out of bed, or eating something small. It's big, and it matters. And I don't know who needs to hear this, but someone does. I am proud of you, and you are beautiful in my eyes. You are strong and I couldn't be more proud of you than I am now, you've come so far and I hope you love everything you've done, and the choices you've made. And if you aren't happy with where life is going, then change it. Change something. I hope that you realize how strong and amazing you are, and how happy I am that you exist! Stay strong sunshines, after every storm there's a rainbow.

Sorry, I've been taking a break from this for mental reasons but Im back now

So call me a pessimist
          But I don't believe in it
          Finding a true love's kiss is bullshit

✨my disappointment is immeasurable and my day is ruined✨

currently listening to rock and roll McDonalds, for about 10 minutes

if any of y'all wanna stay in contact during my random 'ight imma head out' moments here's my discord 
          ✨b a b y #6631
          
          feel free to add me :) i don't have many friends lmao i'm lonely

i'm not dead, honestly trying to stay active i swear

this might be my final announcement, I'm glad I stuck around to see my account reach 130, and I'm glad some of you have loved my stories (even if they sucked and were trash) I'm sorry to everyone who followed me, you may unfollow me if you want, I don't mind. I haven't been the best author ever, I'm hardly active anymore. I just wanted to say I'm glad y'all stuck with me even though I've just been an asshole, I'm sorry I may not be around any longer, I'm sorry to everyone who tried to help me and help my mental health. I'm sorry I haven't been strong enough, and I'm really sorry for letting all of you down. I may stay active, I'm not going to delete my account, and I may be back, but for now, I'm signing off for who knows how long, I hope y'all will stay in case I come back, but I'm not forcing you. <3 thanks for being super supportive and helping through tough times, you're lovely and beautiful! thanks for everything

my dad found out I'm trans...he found out my preferred name. He told me I'm not allowed to tell other people any other name but my deadname.  I'm trying so hard to keep it together but it's so hard