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Hey raindrops!! Just wanted to let you know that I will still include Wilbur in my fanfics despite everything that happened I just think that he's a very crucial part in them. 
          
          And no I don't still support him. What he did was fucked up and I don't intend on watching his streams anytime soon, but I will keep listening to Lovejoy so hate me if you want. 
          
          But yeah, the lack of motivation and posts have just been because I've been debating on keeping Wilbur in the stories so yeah. 
          
          Love you! 

I can't stop listening to deniro, someone help when I first listened to it knew every word not even needing to look at the lyrics and I've never heard it before then. 

I will no longer be supporting Wilbur soot, what he did was wrong and fucking stupid. 
          
          So with that being said... FUCK YOU WILBUR SOOT!! 

I GOT MY RANBOO MERCH TODAY!!! 

Ya know what? Fuck it, I'm gonna do a face reveal, I've gotten a lot more comfortable seeing my face over the past year so yeah, I'll be doing it in a few minutes in "I Wanna Be Yours."

Anyone else think everything's just gone to shit since techno died? Cuz I do. 
          

Bro I have so many questions..... I SWEAR TO GOD IF THIS IS TRUE... So I just heard about the stuff that's been going on with Shelby... 
          
          IS IT ACTUALLY WILBUR??! please please tell me all of this is fake.. Please 

Hey!! So this one's gonna be a little bit of a sad story time... Also TW this mentions cutting, break up, arguing, ect. 
          
          So a couple months ago, I got kicked out of therapy because they wouldn't see me anymore so my depression has gotten a lot worse.. Um.. And that's clearly showed throughout the days I've been at school even though I try to hide it. 
          
          My girlfriend has seen the worst of it and instead of helping me, she's been putting me down for it and yesterday broke up with me because it was getting too hard to handle. Which I understand completely. 
          
          I've released several times, if you guys could see my arm you'd be very shocked, I'm surprised that no one at school has told anyone but at the same time I don't care. 
          
          On the day she and I broke up I had my arms wrapped around her begging her not to, she pushed me off of her and ended the argument with quote: "Get the fuck away from me, you depressed, worthless piece of shit, I didn't love you anyway, you make me sick." And then walked away leaving me crying on the bench. 
          
          And today my parents got in a really bad argument and my mom left with the truck and I don't know if she's coming back, and my dad said that she better not have left because if she comes back he's not letting her back into the house. 
          
          I'm not sure what to do anymore, I've cried so much that I've gone numb. I'm thinking about killing myself right now at the moment, I've lost all my friends because of the break up, lost my girlfriend, and potentially lost my mom. 
          
          There's nothing I have left to live for, I give up. I'm so done but at the same time I'm scared to die. 

HEY RAINDROPS! so, I had a chapter that was supposed to be coming out today for Valentine's day but I'm not sure if it's gonna happen today but I promise you it will but I'm not gonna edit it or anything but I just wanted to let you guys know. BYE RAINDROPS! 

How did I only JUST find this T-T