
LocalHomeBoiA-A-Ron
Hello to all my friends & followers on here. I know it's been a while since I've even been on here. So I just wanted to update you all that I'm still around, not online much, & I'm sorry for no new updates or writing. I'm not going to dump all my problems on you because that's not right. But there's just a whole lot going on in my life that's shifted around so much. Loss of a loved one. Grandpa with severe dementia. Financial problems & instability. Extended family issues that involve my direct family. Lot's of doubts & uncertainty about many things. A lot of very personal problems I won't share but are added to all it. All of this has just grinded my writing & process to a complete halt. Yes, I WAS actually working on two stories, but those have been shelved indefinitely with no signs of when I'll be able to pick them up again. But I'm not lying when I tell you that I was writing something. Right now work (full time job) keeps busy & I have my mowing with my parents here on the side. And due to everything going on I have applied & will start a second line of work (part time job) next week. So I have been busy away from here. That's why I've barely ever been on as well not keeping up with your guys' works I have followed. So I apologize for my absence. Everything just looks so bleak & it's hard to see the future or the path forward. I'm sure it's been similar for you all in one way or another. It's impossible to deny or brush it off. But that's okay. The least you can do is acknowledge that stuff isn't okay & work from there. There is certainly no way forward if you lie to yourself about your struggles. So all I can do is pray & trust in Our LORD. Even though it seems confusing. Even though I feel like a horrible creation & an unworthy Christian at times. Even though I don't see the purpose of all the pain & feel hurt by Him. But I still Trust & Believe in Him. I will still be faithful in Him. It's all I've got. God Bless & Have A Nice Day!

LocalHomeBoiA-A-Ron
@ChaseYourDreamsWSkye Thank you very much! I'll do all I can and try to be at peace.
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