F I N N A V I N E

I know like, nobody reads my stuff or sees my messages but it's still fun to write them and have a place to talk about stuff, kinda like a diary of sorts :D 

Im lowlry back from the dead
          
          Basically my mental health wasn't doing great, I got kicked out of my school and had to move schools which really sucked, but I'm taking meds now and sort of healing :D so that's good ig
          
          I also am getting back into forsaken. I never really left the Fandom, just stopped interacting with it besides fanfiction, and stopped talking about it due to not having any friends interested in it, but now one of my friends really likes it and I honestly do not give a crap anymore, forsaken and it's characters are very important to me, and I'm going to continue to make forsaken content(art and pics and whatever) becuase it's what i want to make and I'm not going to let other people's opinions hold me back
          
          Im very proud of myself for being able to heal a bit and get better, and it's a big thing for me since I've struggled so much in the past to do it
          
          Anyway I'm also kinda back into regretevator so maybe I'll continue my  fic on that idk

Will possibly make either oneshots or a fic for the collinlock16 continuity but idk if ill have enough motivation my mental state is fried 

So im not really fixated on regretevator anymore. Ive gotten more into Minecraft and the collinlock16 continuity by onechef (on yt, go check it out its awesome) than roblox, and my mental state has been declining so im probably going to put the regretevator fic on puase for now, unsure if ill ever finish it or not. I really liked the lore and everything behind it but I just dont have the motivation to finish it. I still do really like it but ive lost motivation to make fan content which is kindof upsetting becuaee I really liked it but wtv my brain hates me

Hellooo people!! Im back for a short bit of time while im on vaycay and possibly a bit afterwards.
          I will continue IOUFH and stuff, most likely one chapter every week or so, maybe two, and possibly write other stuff
          Im still fixated on regretevator, just not as like obsessed as before which is why I won't be making like 3 chapters a day like I did the first day I started the fic
          
          Also some cool stuff that happened while I was gone:
          Got munecraft servers to work for my minecraft(was previously having issues) and found a rlly cool server (forgot the name but its a small mine hut server)
          Got to see some family i hadn't seen in a while 
          Started playing animal jam a bit
          
          Uhm also I would like to rant abt my excitement for vaycay so you dont have to read but uhm
          Im soo excited bc not only am I going on a long roadtrip and excited for that bc I enjoy long car rides. Only when their comfortable cars though. Once I had a 10 hour ride to Kentucky in a truck with like no leg room and the seat was very small. But the car we are taking is pretty big and has back seats and seats behind those back seats (dont know what their called) soif i ever wanna nap i can lay there. Also the hotel!! I love hotels they are so fun! Theres gonna be a pool and I love swimming so im going to swim until they close. Hopefully there wont be people there so I can enjoy it alone with my sister but its okay if there is.
          I am soo excited. We are going to this fair thingy out of state its gonna be fun. That's all fornow though lol

Hey just wanted to day that after Thanksgiving im going on a field trip/vacation (for homeschool) and i want to try and be active but im not sure how active I can be while im gone. It depends on if were getting a hotel or not.

Just wanted to say, I have a scratch account (the coding platform) you can find me as @spray_is_the_best_I9 i make memix's and animation and art stuff. Im trying to learn how to code but everything i make sucks lowkey anyway pls go check that out/nf

Im going to be inactive for the next few days becuase im going to my parents house. Becuase im homeschooled I switch between my house and my grandmas house becuase my grandma homeschools me and she lives like 2 hours away. I stay for around 3-4 days and then go home for 3-4 days. So I wont be posting anything for the next few days sorry ):

Whoever is the one person reading my fic hii tysm <3