Cecilia

so heartbreaks continue and life goes on 

Yeah you really wanted it. 
          Just like u really wanted me.
          And you really wanted her.
          You really wanted it.
          Just like you really wanted to die.
          And you really wanted to cry.
          You promised
          Just like you promised me.
          And you promised her.
          You dont understand love is a rare feeling.
          You dont just play with it.
          Love is serious 
          Love is important 
          But you left
          U broke many
          Many have broken you 
          Just think about it 
          Dont screw up this time 
          I'm counting on you 
          I may be a lil mad here and there
          But ily dont forget tht
          I'm here for you 
          Crap I mean technically I am you 
          Well I don't fell like it 
          Oh well 
          

Why did reading tht bring me back to when I hated you and it brought me back to loving you I thought I could move on but in the long run I gonna end up hurting myself and him .

YOU WANTED TO GET RIDE OF THE DATESSO THERE YOU GO I TOOK MINE OUT I KILLS ME BUT I DID 

I'm sorry I cant deal with tht again

GAY SHIT

My dads an ass hole

My mom hates me... so what I'm embarrassed... I ugh I hate this 

Why do you have to be so dam complicated

Have you forgotten about me cause thts how it seems you know what never mind Idfc