Brooke Lohst

I have returned! I’m thinking about writing either a bandaid it playtime book. Which one and if it’s bandaid then before or after ‘the incident’ (I’m tryin not to spoil) ))

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GUESS WHO GOT FRIENDZOBED? Ya girl did lolol I’m gonna go cry Peace))

Have I been listening to mysterious paths on loop? Yes. Why? Because Why dies anyone do anything? Sheer absolute love of Janus sanders. Does my family think I’m crazy? Also yes))

I just asked my crush out (over text cause I'm a wuss) and the only way I ca n describe how I feel is "E= mc scared" so I'm jamming out to six in my room until they reply. Wish me luck))

Lyric of the day
          
          I got my first tattoo before I had my first kiss and I don’t regret it but I wish that I had known you
          
          It’s from
          https://youtu.be/46YWO8CV9uo))

Why am I still here? I hate myself and no one likes me. I’m ugly and a waste of space I’m tired of people lying to me about being pretty. I’m tired of having to live in fear of being harmed because of my sexuality and gender. I’m tired of living like this))

Istg can someone pls teach me how to stand up for myself??? I was so excited but ofc my sorry ass has to put literally everyone infront of myself and now i don’t even want to do the rp anymore but I mean the other person is happy so It’s fine I’m literally crying over this cause I’m a wimp. Fr how do you guys actually vocalize what you want?))

Yo I’m in this modern sanders sides role play discord server and everyone but Patton and Virgil are open if anyone wants to join))

My family was eating chilli and potatoes and my mom had a chunk of butter that hadn’t melted and she ate it
          
          I said “did you get a wad of butter?” But really fast so it sounded like Owada and my brother laughed
          
          Obviously my mom didn’t get it but then she asked me what I meant so I had to explain it
          
          That was interesting))