Heylel

I want to scream happily and choke myself at the same time.. I hugged my crush like 7 times today and she actually comforted me when I started to have a bit of a panic attack. I want to strangle myself because I think I ticked her off because I put glue on her hand as a joke. I have a bad sense of humour apparently because she was a bit distant for part of the day, but when I started panicking she talked to me again. I usually hate being touched, but she's just about the only one that I feel comfortable around. I feel like I'm too affectionate though, she's probably too straight

YESSS IM WATCHING THE NIGHTMARE BEFORE CHRISTMAS AND I HAVE SKITTLES

I'm also getting SERIOUSLY ticked off because my sister keeps trilling her flute and I SWEAR TO GOD I HAVE A KILLER HEADACHE

My hands smell like chocolate..

true story: *hears thumping noise from hallway* *opens door* *sees strange man installing something* *dies* *runs back to my bed* *flops onto bed* *lands on top of phone* *earbud jack stabs me between two of my ribs* *dies again*

And holy guacamole I joined band this year and I'm going to play the bass clarinet it's just now sinking in.. I'm going to go print sheet music for my favourite emo songs

Holy sweet mother of science I got a god awful cramp in my foot

I HAVE CLASSES WITH MY CRUUUUSH YAAAAAAY only like 3 classes though but I have homeroom with her so yay

Is it bad that I REALLY want to get my tonsils removed? Like, I seriously want them gone. I hate the feeling of them and it gets hard to breathe sometimes because my throat feels so thick. I also get strep throat EVERY SINGLE YEAR so I want that torture gone.

I started screaming about eels