LolFelix23

Please leave me alone

Please stop

ANYONE WANNA BE FRIENDSSSSS GIRL I BE LONELY 

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          Seungmins hand accidentally brushed against Hyunjin's nipple that just so happened to be very close. "Mnh-" Hyunjin moans lightly before covering his mouth in surprise. Seungmins eyes widen and he looks up.
          
          "Hyun.. Jin..?" Seungmin speaks quietly. "Ignore it! It was a mistake.. Out of instinct I guess... Just forget about it okay?".
          
          "Instinct?" Seungmin asks, even more shocked. "I didn't mean to say that, just forget it" Hyunjin covered his face. 
          
          "Nuh uh! You are going to talk to me this time! I'm sick of you refusing to let down even one of your walls! I don't care how embarrassing it is, just talk to me!" Seungmin argues. "Fine..

Small spoilers! 
          
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          "Why the hell are you defending him so much Seungmin?!" Mr. Kim asked. 
          
          "Because... I love him" Seungmin admitted in defeat. "And nothing you say or do can change that". The room fell silent, Seungmins weighted confession hanging in the air. 
          
          "You.. what?" Mr. Kim looked at Seungmin shocked. "I love him" Seungmin repeated softly. "And I won't stand by while you hurt him". 
          
          Mrs. Kim, who had rushed over during the commotion, gasped quietly with her hand covering her mouth. 
          
          Hyunjin still stunned, managed to look at Seungmin. Seungmins  words echoed in his head, cutting through the pain in his body.    .. ? 
          
          For a moment, no one moved until with a heavy sigh, Mr. Kim lowered his fists and stepped back. " I don't understand this... But if that's how you feel, Seungmin, then you're making your own choices".
          
          Seungmin exhaled in relief, turning to Hyunjin who was still leaning against the bar. "Are you okay..?" He asked softly. "Seungmin... I.. "
          
          "I think you misunderstood.. " Hyunjin said, avoiding eye contact. He never has an issue when holding eye contact with people, besides Seungmin. 
          
          "Misunderstood..?" Seungmin froze. "Yes.. Whatever you think this is, it's not real. Youre just... Caught up in the moment, it happens but-" 
          
          "Hyunjin... I'm serious! Ever since we met I've felt it! Remember when you kissed me?! You felt it too!" Seungmin shouted, hopeful. 
          
          "No.. You got it all wrong.. I can't date a Kim" He sighed. 
          
          The words hit Seungmin like a slap. The hope previously in his eyes had dimmed as he stared at Hyunjin, searching for a expression... Anything to contradict the words that he was saying but he was met with a cold blank stare. "You don't mean that... " Seungmin whispered, both his voice and body trembling.
          
          
          

Sorry y'all but this next one shot is gonna be HEAVY on plot..... Anyone want spoilers? 

Got some good news lately. I feel more motivated to write! 
          
          What should I continue to write? 
          
          Smut one shot
          Sad one shot
          Try a little space one shot
          Devour my pain
          The bite that kept me safe
          Blind trust and the flowers
          Aren't you ashamed? 
          
          I'm excited to see your suggestions! Also I'm always free if you want to request anything. <333

I dont understand why I have to keep dealing with stress and feel like Im in a small room, the walls getting closer and closer. No matter how much I push the walls, I know they will crush me any way. 

Fucking hell. I had to stop 3 people from dying in the span of an hour. I need to learn to not be a pushover. 

Why does this hoe refuse to use steps and belly slides down the ramps. Then proceeds to do everything to get to the next story if his cage without the step......... Riki you scare me
          
          
          ALSO SORRY FOR TALKING ABT MY FERRET SO MUCH HE'S JUST SO CUTEEEE