I don't even know what's happening anymore, I can't update any of my books, I don't really think anybody cares about me anymore. And I feel like my real life best friend is controlling me. And I feel like somebody online (a friend) is faking everything they say. Just so they have the spotlight on their selves. I won't tell anybody who it is, nor any information. But whoever is reading this, do not assume it is you.
I'm honestly really tired. I got a medal and don't deserve it right now. It seems like I'm hoarding achievements that I don't deserve right now.