LoneStarChild

I dropped out of college and now I'm just avoiding my family and saving up as much as I can before I can't avoid them anymore

LoneStarChild

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Aint no way my friend of 5 years just said "You give dom vibes, like you could be a dominatrix" I WAS LIKE HUH GIRLIE WHAT, I sat there like fr??? She read my fucking mind because I can see myself as a dominatrix, I also realized that I am infact pretty assertive in relationships but still?? Ome second we were talking about playing pool the next we were talking about sex like I get whiplash thinking about it lmao, I physically felt my ego inflate when she said that

LoneStarChild

Friend trauma dumped on me but it was to a point relieving, I'm glad that they trusted me enough to call me even if its the middle of the night and they were crying, I'm glad they didn't bottle it up because I related to nearly everything they told me but they're dealing with it where I didnt until I exploded, I just want to make sure they're okay and safe, in any and all ways shapes and forms

LoneStarChild

I hate that when on call they said the exact same words I've been telling myself for years: "It's all my fault, if I hadn't been born none of this would've happened" I hate it, I absolutely hated hearing them say that to themselves, and despite me telling them its not their fault, I know they don't believe me because I don't believe myself either
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