Amelia

Do you ever feel like your just not good enough for anyone’s standards and they tell you to just try harder but it’s the best you can do your trying your best but your just a failure you’ve grown up to be everything parents tell there young kids they should never sink as low as to be. And man I just want someone to believe in me- maybe I am really stupid but no body gave me a chance to prove otherwise 

Merhaba from a beach in turkey!!

I feel so ill 

does anyone feel like if life was a movie they would be the side character that nobody gives a shit about and is just hated by everyone and everybody celebrates when they get written out 

I don’t understand this family acting all nice to me asking what I want for tea oh you can have whatever you want then yelling at me when I tell they what I want bc it so much work if it’s that much work don’t do it then what’s the point of yelling at me while fucking cooking it 

Everything just seems so pointless nothing I ever do will matter. Nothing I say nothing I do will ever matter. No ones going to remember me after I’m gone no one will care no one is ever going to miss me I hate it here everything I do I just want to cry even things I’m surposed to love I just burst into tears and I just don’t wanna go back to normal because that’s just back to the same old shit it’s trading one layer of hell for another one and I’m sick of it. I know you don’t care why would you no one does your just strangers on the internet. But I don’t have anybody else to vent to there’s nobody left to listen 

I’m sorry I haven’t been active or posted for a while I’m just having a hard time with personal things rn 
          Ily all stay safe 
          
          Ps I still might be gone for a couple weeks just letting you know I’m still alive for now :)

ily and imy <333

Oh lord I was scrolling through my recommendation tab on YouTube and saw the fan fiction vid from nine months ago and I was looking at the thumbnail  and I was like that Looks oddly familiar and then I realized 
          
          ITS MY FREAKING BOOK IN THE THUMBNAIL AND THAT MEANS HE HAD TO SCREENSHOT THAT PAGE AND SAW THAT THING OML IVE NEVER FELT MORE EMBARRASSED 

Okay so I’ve been watching reddit videos all morning and I strumbled across the one wear he looks at my poster and oh lord was I shook also wow that drawing is awful lol