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GUYS!! please I need actual help guys.
So I have a boyfriend which ive been with, but I wanna break up with him, he trauma dumps me alot and each time I talk with him its either trauma, or about his exes or about inquiry of my friends. like for example in 1 hour, 5 minutes is spent in "love" gifs and calling me petnames, the rest is full on trauma dumping. I saw his private posts about a crush he has which he claimed was like a year ago. it was posted on Wednesday, and ive seen him be more excited with somebody other than me. I feel like a therapist rather than a lover. I barely even go online because hes always messaging me and trauma dumping me, without my permission. when I try to change the subject I feel like im just ignoring his pain, I tried breaking up with him but he hinted at killing himself. what do I do guys?? im honestly so fucking exhausted.