Sups, Just turned 30 today, and well? I feel old, and sad really another year older, normally I'm happy about my birthdays, but now looking back at them and how I am no, I can't help but feel just old by this point and don't feel the joy I used to have when it comes to birthdays anymore.
Probably not helping since some disaster's happened through this year so far, but I just wounder is it worth being happy on birthdays anymore as the more you get older? Since less people come to see you when your older, family visits lesson and it seems as time goes by that people just leave you forever.
By any chance you know how that feels? And do you have a answer to the depression im feeling? Or it's just a part of getting to your age by this point.
