Lux🍕

I know I've been inactive, and that is because I just broke up with my girlfriend/partner (whatever they wanna be called)
          
          I'm not very used to people around me going by they/them. I don't hate those people! It's just that where I grew up, there was a lot of homophobia, biphobia, transphobia, panphobia, etc. You were either born as a man or born as a woman, and you dated such. Now that's not true, as intersex, trans, and non-binary people exist, and they are both genders (I think)
          
          What I'm trying to get at is that I'm going through things, my ex is going through things, and there are people in the world who are going through things. 
          
          I won't be on Wattpad for a few more months.

So I went to Subway yesterday, and usually I have no problem talking to people, but my one brain cell decided to betray me and when the lady asked me, " How many sandwiches? " I looked at my list, and said, " Uh....uh.... " I somehow counted five subs, so I said five, and I just completely messed up everyone else's orders except for mine and my dad's. My dad ordered his on his own so his was safe, but everyone else wasn't.
          
          Here's what I was SUPPOSED to order:
          6" White bread with Turkey, American cheese, not toasted with no dressing and lettuce, tomatoes and black olives ( my order )
          6" White bread with American cheese, ham, toasted, no dressing and no veggies ( my IRL sister's order )
          Foot long Italian with pepper jack cheese, chicken, toasted, all vegetables except for banana peppers and ranch ( my mom's order )
          
          Now here's what I actually ordered:
          ( we'll just skip mine since that's the only one I got right )
          Foot long Italian herbs and cheese with pepper jack cheese, Turkey, not toasted with ranch and banana peppers, tomatoes, pickles and jalapenos
          6"  9 grain honey oat with American cheese, ham, toasted, no dressing and only banana peppers.
          
          Let's just say that my family doesn't trust me to order food anymore.

Hey, so my friend is sick, and now I just hope that they get better soon

Once a realm on the shoulders of giants
          Forged with ember and gold
          An empire stood through the clouds, it was endless
          Stories of peace it foretold
          Where sea meets sky, emerald water in moonlight
          Mountain tops kissed with snow
          People held up the legends of bounty
          Reaping the peace that they sowed
          
          But one by one, in secrets, planted greed
          And watered it with pride and fear
          
          Seasons changed, like the turning of tides
          The blossoms started to fade
          The air grew heavy, electric in warning
          The greedy knelt down and they prayed
          They begged for peace, for the legends of bounty
          No one planted or sowed
          The secrets grew like the storm in the distance
          Came to collect what they owed
          
          But one by one, in secrets, planted greed
          And watered it with pride and fear
          
          The poisoned fruit fell not far from the tree
          The fiend that nobody could see
          
          Once a realm on the shoulders of giants
          Forged with ember and gold
          Now a lost land, it's fading in silence
          Haunted by demons and ghosts
          
          
          I love this song
          

Swearing warning...
          
          
          
          
          
          I yelled at this guy who was callin me a bitch, and then he said that I was overreacting like WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK IS WRONG WITH THIS MOTHER FUCKIN PIECE OF SHIT?!?!?

You know when you say that you don't like something, but then you do or eat that thing?
          
          
          I'm addicted to whipped chocolate frosting now

Guys, * takes a deep breath *
          
          
          I STAYED UP UNTIL 7AM IN THE MORNING AND I JUST TOLD  MA THAT I WENT TO BED AT 8 LIKE I'M SUPPOSED TO!