LoreleiKing6

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I’m going insane, if I don’t get my alone time I’m gonna fucking lash out so fucking hard that my throat will start hurting. I’m getting really overwhelmed and I can’t fucking unwind that tears are forming.

LoreleiKing6

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I’m going insane, if I don’t get my alone time I’m gonna fucking lash out so fucking hard that my throat will start hurting. I’m getting really overwhelmed and I can’t fucking unwind that tears are forming.

LoreleiKing6

When you want to be alone when you come home from school/work but someone is there in the room you want to be alone in but you can’t be alone so your really annoyed and irritated and you just want the person to shut up and leave.

LoreleiKing6

I guess I can’t listen to music anymore because of Judy coming in and bothering me with a question when I wanted to be alone for once, nowadays I can’t even get some peace and quiet around here anymore, it’s always “Lorelei do this. Lorelei do that. Don’t do that Lorelei. Don’t do this Lorelei” like JUST LEAVE ME BE. Wanna know why I get so overwhelmed?! It’s because of the damn bickering and nagging, I just want to be alone when I get back from school, but noooo, everyone (except Megan, Mary, and my aunt) asking me to do a stupid thing without me having to listen to music. I have autism, I HAVE to unwind, aka listen to music, I can’t be bothered while listening to music cause I’ll get more overwhelmed and I’ll get stressed because of the constant distractions and noises even the “can I talk to you lorelei? Can I ask you a question? Can you help me? Can you do this? Can you do that?” I can’t do several things at once. You know what that’s called? Overworking. Which also means from too much work, I’ll faint, no one wants that. So next time someone sees my headphones in, can do a thing called wait. Having my headphones in means I don’t want to be bothered by anyone only people who I like and favor can not the only person I don’t like can, why? I don’t like being bothered with my headphones in, it makes me annoyed and irritated. So please stop bothering me while I want to be alone thank you

LoreleiKing6

When you want to be alone and listen to music but someone is downstairs so you can’t be alone and not listen to music when you didn’t at all for almost the whole entire day and you just want to listen to music without crashing out at people.

LoreleiKing6

Blackpink, Hazbin hotel songs, helluva boss songs, some of mjs songs, and some edit audios
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michaelsmuse

Cause I really could be into the music and someone comes in and then it gets awkward cause I could be either shaking ahh or having one of my maladaptive daydreams pretending I’m a pop star and  they could catch me doing a spilt
            
            Or I could be highly depressed and want to have a monologue. Either way music keeps me sane. 
            
            
            Who’s on your playlist?
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LoreleiKing6

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Wow someone thought I was arguing with her when I wasn't even arguing, why? Because I can't fucking yell, my throat hurts too much to yell so I can only talk softly, but the miss rule-the-house thought I was arguing, that stupid bitch thinks everyone is arguing with her when we're not