It's only been a day since the news about Zayn leaving and I honestly cannot cope. I don't know how I'm going to face any more days without him in the band without hearing his breathtaking voice, seeing his face, and those pretty eyes that remind me of sunsets. It almost seems impossible. But I do want him to be happy so I guess at the end of the day that's all that matters. His happiness will always come first to me, always.