I have recently been having intrusive thoughts about suicide hurting myself hurting other people and doing double suicide but I know if the attempts of unaliving myself is found out am gonna be looked at strangely while being bullied or ignored by my friends since they can't rant to me anymore without feeling like I would rant back to them since the only thing am good at is being a listener and reader
I wish I was as talented at doing stuff as well they are I wish I had a supportive family like they have I wish I was talented as skillful I wish my dad wasn't neglectful and actually tried to see how am doing and my mother wasn't abusive.
Don't pay attention to this (ʘᴗʘ✿)
@Lorzona I think I have. Feeling too tired that I just want to sleep at that time but then suddenly tears started coming out like WTH. I'm not feeling sad or whatever. Then I just fall asleep Luckily my roommate wasn't there bcs she might asked what's wrong with me. I don't know how to answer that since I'm just tired and I've been more tired before but never cry.