"People are mean, but the rudest person you will meet would be yourself. "
I really have been feeling a bit down, and up. And there times I get into the bathroom and trust me its not pretty. I think I am the only person that is dragging myself down. Cause I know all my disappointments and secrets, smacking myself with it does not help but yet I still do it. I am not addicted to the pain but I always feel it inside.
So always ask "how are you?" as the first conversation starter when talking to me :). I might say "I am good" but ask if i'm sure. I don't know how I could open up to strangers I trust more than my own family.
Perhaps it's just because I don't wanna disappoint them.
(Sorry for this to be announced, I just would like to type this out for me to feel better, if you read it, I guess it's okay,)