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i fear i’m back

NOOO YOU DELETED ALL THE EMBARRASING POSTS THAT I WOULD USE TO HARASS YOU

getting a surgery in a month that might cause internal bleeding 
          
          (i get to miss school for 2+ weeks im so effing happy)

LIFE/YEAR RECAP
          
          December (2022): put in a mental facility LMAOOO and fell in love with a guy there
          
          january: my best friend (now ex bsf) DROPPED ME WITH ZERO EXPLANATION and i started getting bullied even more than before 
          
          february: still going strong with my man but also said some shit and was on the verge of suspension 
          
          march- graduated the mental facility and barely surviving
          
          april: still going strong with my man but falling behind again in school
          
          may: realized that i’ve been lead on for 6 months as well as gaslit, manipulated, and overall lied to by a man who’s FIVE FOOT TWO
          
          june: absolutely suffering heart break and barely surviving 
          
          july: waking up and realizing one of my friend groups all hate me, have a secret group chat without me, hang out together and more shit
          
          august: losing connection slowly with one of my best friends (she hasn’t realized) and suffering 
          
          september: made new friends for the school year and this tall nerdy guy who pissed me off (REMEMBER HIM) and absolutely hating my bsf and wanting to drop her bc she was so fucking rude for no reason all the time
          
          october: falling in love with the new guy and slowly finding myself again
          
          november: still in love with him but losing myself COMPLETELY 
          
          december (rn): huge mental health decline bc it’s cold but my birthday is coming up so im planning to get my license and a job so i can save up for college (my parents are gonna pay for it and im def spending all my money to go shopping)
          
          2023 sucked absolute ass

never gave a life update but i’m bored  and i’ll post a simplified version if u don’t wanna read it all
          
          so i met this guy december last year and he was so perfect i thot he was the one and then six months later i realize i was being LEAD ON AND HE HAD A SECRET GF FOR LIKE A MONTH AND A FUCKING HALF 
          
          so i was going through heart break for MONTHS but i met this guy on the first day of school and i hated his ass i thot he was so annoying and now  i’m absolutely head over heels for him and i’m like 80% shore he likes me back 
          
          so him and i are actually compatible and im not being lead on by a mentally ill man (he was batshit insane) 

forgot abt this app tbh

I’m back to say HAPPY DRACOTOK ANNIVERSARY 

I’m going inactive on wattpad bc there’s no point in the app anymore. I’ll be on here every week or so to read but other than that there’s no purpose for me to talk on here anymore LMFAO

I just cleaned out 3 years worth of wattpad message board comments and books

i would rather be skinned alive and killed in the most brutal way than listen to sza