Lost_In_Despair

I never knew how much she mattered to me until I saw her with her fingered down her throat kneeling over a toilet. I never knew how much I meant to her as she looked at her leaning over the sink doing to same thing. I never heard someone say "I love you." In such a sad voice and I never thought I'd reply with tears in my eyes. I can't believe I've let myself watch my best friend hurt herself and I can't believe she watched me hurt myself as well. 

Lost_In_Despair

I never knew how much she mattered to me until I saw her with her fingered down her throat kneeling over a toilet. I never knew how much I meant to her as she looked at her leaning over the sink doing to same thing. I never heard someone say "I love you." In such a sad voice and I never thought I'd reply with tears in my eyes. I can't believe I've let myself watch my best friend hurt herself and I can't believe she watched me hurt myself as well. 

Lost_In_Despair

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Have you ever had your heart so broken you begin to sleep around hoping that he'll notice and want you back? Or obsessively stalk someone you want to love you in hopes they'll notice you? Even worse, have you ever slept and stalk your Ex's best friend in the high hopes they'll want you back? 
          @tyler fuck you so much, you're an asshole
          I love you still, hurt me more please. 

Lost_In_Despair

Don't you just love it when your writing from when you where a weeaboo is a lot more popular then your 'better work' with better grammar and plot and more than smashing two peoples faces together like "this is love!" Dear lord help me I'm going to hell....