Lostinpainandsorrow

Myyoonglessssss

"What's wrong with you? Why are u so useless? Why can't u be like those other kids? I guess none of my kids will make me proud like others kids make their parents proud completely useless....." 
          
          
          Hearing this has become smth that haunts me.....I am positive I am competitive....but I am insecure most of the tyms...I am trying I am trying so hard but what can I do whenever I try I miss up whenever I wanna do smth either I fail or not do it right.....I feel useless hearing that from.my dad just makes my insecurity worse...I wanna feel free I wanna feel lighter...but each day I feel heavier like I am getting lost ntg interests me anymore things I used to enjoy have became boring I don't like it....I want my old self back.....

Myyoonglessssss

Why can't I be a better person why do I hurt others around me....can't I just be a good person for once.....I hate that I feel like this....I genuinely...M tired of this....I don't wanna pretend anymore...
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Myyoonglessssss

Why am I always feeling heavy why........why doesn't my happiness last longer.....why can't I move on frm those shitty memories.... Whyyyyy....just.....why...
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Myyoonglessssss

Why do I feel like this
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girl___clumsy

Nowadays you don't miss me I wonder why!

Myyoonglessssss

@girl___clumsy Thank u eomma for understanding
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girl___clumsy

@girl___clumsy  you never disappointed me I know ... You're my precious baby !!
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Myyoonglessssss

@girl___clumsy M srry eomma Idk what's wrong with me I don't really check up on others like I always did i miss talking to u i.miss those old tyms ik I disappointed u but I am not myself anymore I feel so lost m srry again
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