Lostinthesociety

Fuckkkkkkk was I always so cringe??

Lostinthesociety

You're class schedule was always switching I remember when you eventually ended up with the same class as me your first day of the class I walked in and you had the audacity to sit in my desk out of all the 32 desks you chose mine I never knew how to act around you so I stood still for a second shook I ended up having to sit right in front of you I was always so awkward and never said a word to you if I remember correctly I always wondered if you chose the desk to irritate me or just because even though the desk sat in the corner of the room all alone until you stole my desk and invaded my bubble of loneliness

Lostinthesociety

I realize now that it was you who wasn't worthy of me you would have held me back I'm reaching my full potential now I would never have gotten where I am if I continued to sit around waiting for you to notice how beautiful I am and it wasn't all your fault I allowed my self to continue to wait for you after you rejected me time and time again but I finally let go it angered me and made me cry I still think about your hair, the way you rode your bike that you loved so much, and the glances I stole at lunch but now I know you could never handle someone who loves as strong as I do but some day someone who can will until that I wait patiently