Ghostie

Hiiii. How have you been? Still remember me?
          I miss you <333

Oh to be a girl 
          My smiles will hide it all 
          And yet I wanted to hurl 
          I wanted to watch as my tears fall 
          
          Oh to be afraid and alone 
          Hoodies couldn’t hide my frame 
          I couldn’t escape the loneliness bestowed
          They’ll laugh, and cheer, but I’ll be scared 
          
          And oh to the be a woman 
          My soul no longer fits my body, it stretches to hold it in
          my heart breaking out of my chest 
          My soul is tired, but safe, and they don’t beach my walls 
          
          But oh to be a woman, my body is not large enough for my soul
          And my soul is not good enough for all those who view it 

“My love will pour out like a waterfall, and it will drown you”
          “Good thing I can swim”

“I was only seen if I was loud. He made me feel seen even if I wasn’t.”

“Nothing hurts more than seeing your friend become a stranger.”

Imagine getting a girlfriend and then having to convince your best friend you got a girlfriend. 

Changed my username back to normal, fell more natural 

Happy later Halloween! What were all of your costumes?! I was a human bill cypher, which made me really look like I was from Clueless, A hufflepuff wizards and just plain hot. 

I finished watching Amphibia… I don’t know whether or not be satisfied with the ending or not. Can’t wait for the movie tho! 

I genuinely wish that I could reread or watch something and feel the way I first felt when I saw it…