Louis_Ellie

There’s nothing like having a good day and feeling good about yourself and then your mom starts a fight about your future plans for life for no reason. It makes it even better when she starts it by saying she’s not going to start a fight.

Anybody got some good book recommendations?

Tonight I was sitting in the car, with two of my younger siblings in the backseat. This was their conversation. My sister:*doing nothing* My brother: don't breathe on me. That's a threat in today's world. Both me and my sister:*gives him a weird look* My brother: am I wrong?

I say this with a very heavy heart, but rest in peace Naya Rivera. You had a beautiful voice and an even more beautiful life. Know that you will be missed but never forgotten.

I just walked upstairs and found a random bowl sitting on my toilet. My brother was walking by so I asked him why it was there. He looks me dead in the eye and says "It's for the demon" and calmly walks away. Was not the answer I was expecting.

Just heard What Makes You Beautiful on the radio and I was suddenly out of my quarantine mindset

Don't mind me...just crying while listening to CALM. It's so freaking good

So this past week has been a roller coaster. My great grandpa was really sick a few days ago. My family and I were supposed to go say goodbye. We decided last minute that we weren't going to go since it's a 7 hour drive. Well he passed away a few days later and my parents decided that only they're going to the funeral. I've been all worked up over asking if I could go with. When I finally got over my nerves and anxiety, my mom straight up told me no, I couldn't go because I would have school. Just love my mom right about now.

Seems like I can never do anything right in my mom's eyes. Last night, she picked me up from school at 11:30 and just starts yelling at me. I had been doing pep band for school, then stayed after the games to help clean the school and play hide and seek with the band. This morning, I worked hard cleaning the house, doing dishes, laundry, and babysitting. First thing she does when she gets home, is yell at me for not going outside to ride my horse. After yelling, she smothers me in a hug, saying how she loves me in a mocking tone. I'm a person who hates being hugged. It makes me uncomfortable and claustrophobic. So I'm now still working around the house just loving life right now.

Hope everyone has a Happy New Year's!