@Loukas2357
Back online here.
Life update:
- Working in a hospital with people-bits embedded in wax
- Working on a large-scale fantasy-story project
- Addicted to Monster specifically
- Have a cat. Well, my parents have a cat
When you use a Discord server to keep your worldbuilding shit organized, you can easily get input from others on ideas and plot holes by inviting them to the server.
It's also fun if your friends are monsterfuckers because then you just have *so much* fuckery abound. And I made monsterfucking a thing, sort of.
In other words, a friend of mine talked me into ppl being able to fuck dragons and make viable offspring. It's fun when your 'What about sex with dragons' asexual writer friend drags their other friend to side with them and use that as leverage to force you into writing dragon-fucking as a totally possible and real thing that exists.
I mean, a 16-armed 8-legged centaur with three brains that's already thinking of how to combine his body with an excessive amount of tentacles (my own character) didn't exactly help me either...
Another update on life:
I've since adopted a polyam genderfluid lesbian and another nonbinary lesbian as the dad-friend.
I now have two polyam genderfluids (one les and one pan), a nonbinary lesbian, a short cis lesbian, another gender-fluid(?) lithosexual-omniromantic mess of a person, a gender-fluid ace, an aroace lesbian that I'm not sure about the gender of, another aroace bebi who's gender I don't understand, and a nonbinary chaotic bisexual.
14yo me, who didn't even know which way trans man went in terms of born-boy or born-girl (it's ftm btw, I didn't even know mtf or ftm): Let's try this bicurious thing out for a bit, maybe I'm bi. But I don't feel anything for men.
19yo me now, with the knowledge that I am firmly aroace and cassgender-masculine, with more queer friends irl and online than I know cis people by name: Ow... The pain of not knowing... It hurts so bad...
So, update on my friend group.
Some text: Nothing in life is free
Friend 1: Being hot is free.
Friend 2: I am.
Friend 3: Crime exists.
Me: ARSON!
The three of them: NO!
I'm ace-aro cassgender. Specifically, sex-indifferent aegosexual, romance-repulsed aegoromantic amab-masc cassgender.
Aego- means Not Self, aka I do loosely understand the concepts of sexual and romantic attraction, maybe even fantasize about other people's or fictional characters' sexual or romantic relationships, but I can't imagine myself as participating in the whole cycle.
Cassgender just means I have a gender and I know where it is, it's on a shelf somewhere collecting dust because I don't use it.
In hindsight, me being ace-aro should've way more obvious to me. But it wasn't. But hey, never too late to learn about yourself and go on a journey of self-discovery!
So yeah, fuck aphobes, fuck bigots, pedophiles and MAPs are not part of the LGBTQIA+ and should go go Tartarus, TERFs can go choke on a trans man's custom dick and die, bi-ace solidarity, all that good shit.
Also: ARSON!
Luka, I got my heart shattered again.
:T I dont know what to do anymore. I might give up on love.
@Loukas2357 she's in a mental hospital, the girl I called my chicken nugget. Turns out she's a manipulative bitch who isn't even attracted to girls. Every fucking time I think I'm safe to show someone who I am, I get shattered again. Aphrodite really must hate me.
TW: Sexual abuse, sexual assault, hypnosis, abuse of hypnosis, bullying.
Everyone! Gather your weapons! We are going against @FailureInFriendship, aka Star, aka Simon! A known pedophile and sexual predator who grooms their victims, primarily girls and feminine-identifying or afab non-binary individuals, and uses hypnosis to get their way, forcefully. They're also faking DID, or dissociative identify disorder, to get away with their actions, painting a bad light on an already unrepresented and probably also stigmatized part of the neurodivergent community. Illegal acts, with photographic evidence of said actions, include grooming minors (as young as 12 years old), eliciting nude pictures from minors, manipulative behavior towards minors with sexual intent, participating in sexual behaviors with minors and so on. On the other end, they abuse the power of hypnosis, painting the overall interesting and powerful tool used in entertainment and therapy, to commit these acts, all under the guise of helping people, breaking two additional medical laws. They must be stopped and removed from a platform like this, or any platform in general, so please if you can, spam-report them off this platform.
@Loukas2357 # - what the fuck did i just stumble upon @aranbooviewer # - pep if this is who i think it is, you've got some explaining to do
@UnknownWolfCub You don't get to turn this on everyone else, you bastard. Me, Noah, so many others. I should have listened to my best friend right from the start. These are the consequences you must face for the sins that you committed and I will not fall for your fucking charade again. Don't play the victim to the people who are the victims of you.
Nice to know even a close friend, a former brother in all but blood, believes this so blindly without actually knowing the full story. Believe what you will. But I'm not faking it, as much as I hate to say it. It lines up with my own life more than you think. But as I keep saying on other accounts, in a lengthier manner prior to this, the situation has been handled by a neutral party. The thing that caused this is gone. It's hurting my hands a ridiculous amount to be typing all this out because I've typed more than enough tonight. And I thought you'd know more than anyone that I'm not an adult, I am not a pedophile, I am not any of those things you had accused me of. And yet here we are, believing nasty fibs such as this. While the screenshots had been real, that had also not been me. While I should have been able to keep control, and it is admittedly my fault for allowing it all to happen in the first place, it is also just as much to the fault of the alter that caused this mess. I'm planning on taking down my accounts anyways, as soon as I figure out how. Thanks for just failing someone who cared for you, and for others greatly, Lukas. See you all on the other side.
Hey, Louis
IS NOAH OKAY!?
stay in drugs
eat your school
don't do vegetables
caffeine drugs and pp
