LovalyAngeli

Oh goodness I'm getting teary from listening to the Undertale soundtrack, I'm getting so nostalgic I'm actually crying. Undertale was such an amazing game, I can't believe its been years.

LovalyAngeli

Me: I wanna make a wholesome, romantic, overall just a positive story!
          Also Me: Yes, but it's unrequited love.
          Me: What?-
          Also Me: I SAID, it's UNREQUITED L O V E
          
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          Me: Fine, Fine. I'm going to turn Lucille into a 4 year old this time and her father will have to take care of her since the hospital's busy and because they didn't know each other during her childhood.
          Also me: Okay!... put a few meltdowns.
          Me:..what?? why?-
          Also me: D O  I T
          
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          Me: No edge or angst, just heartwarming scene where she forgives her father. Is that too much to ask?
          Also me: She was getting killed a moment before.
          Me: ...WHY DO I EVEN BOTHER?-
          
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          Me: He's actually a stable character for once!-
          Also me: His sister died.
          Me: ...why are you like this?
          
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          Based on a true scenario.

LovalyAngeli

I was thinking about this today, so I commented my own experience about something like some of my friendships. And somebody said to me, "Well, do they care about you? Will they do the same for you as well?" And it's been stuck on my mind for hours. I mean, what if they're ignoring me? Or am I just impatient? Am I waiting for them to reply? Or am I just desperate and selfish? I don't know anymore, but I can't do anything but just, be there for them. And that's what I'm going to do.

LovalyAngeli

Ah yes..
          
          I wanted to draw one of my senior OCS that are good hearted but not the type to be cutesy.....
          
          ...but what did I do?...
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          I MADE HIM LOOK BABY THE SECOND TIME I DREW HIM WITH GLASSES ON
          
          WHY IS HE BABY????
          
          HE'S SUPPOSED TO BE HOT NOT CUTE
          
          WHY DID THIS HAPPEN TO ME?????
          
          AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

LovalyAngeli

I'm back for the hour, so why not waste the time by ranting about something I thought in random? So like I remember the second first design of my oc Lovaly, she has the pink and black striped scarf with a whole white eye and dripping eyeliner. Now the appearance isn't what I'm going to talk about, its about the character. Now she was designed to be sweet, innocent, hyper, polite, curious and overall an annoying kind of kindness. She owns a bakery and has a boyfriend. But what got me the most is her relationship with her father, Shirogane,  which is an old oc to my friend Nikko, is that Shirogane is a mysterious detective that makes deals in allyways and owns a turf. But the fact that his daughter is so 'sunshine' and he himself is like darkness itself is so pure.  They look so different when in fact, they have so much in common. They have the same white eye, black hair, and has an incredible sweet tooth. I mean how would you react when a menacing overlord has a pure daughter that he cares a lot about and protects with every inch of his soul? It's a very unexpectedly wholesome trope that I love so much- but now the designs have changed a lot- I mean, Meanacing Detective and Sweet Pure Daughter is turned into Depressed Doctor with a twin that's obsessed with him and Sad Traumatized Love Child with multiple personalities both in a mental hospital? I feel so old when I think of it-

LovalyAngeli

I swear I have this one song that makes me feel like one of the guys I like would dance with me in a large ballroom and everyone looks so beautiful and wearing dresses and suits with a chandelier above the ball room and its like a fairy tale and I feel like falling even deeper in love with them-