NiamLoverFan

This is the last update I’ll be making in the year of 2024. I have so many things I want to say to it but I’ll mainly say; I thought you were gonna be a good year for me but then you ended up giving me high blood pressure, the only good thing is entering my late twenties era (feels weird to say that Lol) and then unexpectedly took away someone very special in my heart who I listened to and grew up when I was 13 years old so I’ll never forgive you for that, then lastly brought the worst depression I ever had since 2015-2016. But honestly I don’t want to say goodbye yet even though I have to. Farewell 2024 (っ◞‸◟ c)
          
          2025; I really don’t feel ready for you yet but I do hope you’ll be good to me, I’m still mentally fragile.
          
          It’s not the New Year for me yet but to anyone who has already celebrated the New Year I hope it’s doing you good.
          
          Remember you are all amazing and beautiful! We’ll get through this! And Happy New Year! (*ฅ́˘ฅ̀*)

Haven’t updated in this for a long time, feels weird. 
          
          I’m updating on several things:
          
          1. 2 Niam stories and the smut oneshots are my main priority to finish after not writing them for a very long time.
          
          2. Finally updated my bio on here to how it fits me perfectly.
          
          3. I do have a new fanfic story idea in the works and it’s gonna be in a completely different style of how I normally write my fanfics but I won’t be publishing it until sometime in 2025, as I mentioned I have other priorities that are my main focus, but I might show a tiny snippet in case you are curious about it. 
          
          4. Lastly how am I doing mentally? I actually was doing really great over the years but now my depression has decided to make a comeback and it almost gotten me to entirely shut down, it hasn’t been this bad since 2015-2016. Should I definitely be on medication? Yes but sadly I’m not. I am getting through it on my own though; and don’t worry I’m staying, not going anywhere. 
          
          
          
          I hope everyone is doing well and remember that I love you guys, you’re amazing and beautiful. 

I'm a very terrible person....to my followers I'm very very sorry;  I want to update on my stories that I haven't been able to in so long....so many things have happened to me for the past couple of weeks and I haven't even been on Wattpad in months....my life has went crazy and I just don't know what to do anymore....I'm sorry that I keep saying I'll update but I don't and I disappoint more of you guys....I apologize and that if you guys want to know what's going on with me you can pm me and I'll tell you when I can.....
          
          It'll probably be another long while until I get my groove back on updating....
          
          Love you guys and remember that you're all beautiful and amazing- Cereal 

I'm postponing updates on some of my stories for a week or two. On Tuesday morning I found out my aunt passed away and I'm taking it pretty hard, the last I saw her was a month ago and she looked fine but I guess you don't expect things to go worse. And I haven't seen her in three years as well but I'm glad I did see her last month. The most I'm upset about this is no one asked me if I wanted to see her and say goodbye to her one last time; I'll never get that opportunity ever again and I'm hurt about it so I'll never get my closure seeing her.
          
          Sorry again I really really want to update again but right now I just can't, thank you and hopefully I update a story for you guys. Love you guys and remember you're all beautiful and amazing don't forget that  
          -Cereal 

I still feel bad about not writing my fanfics....been busy with college for the past 4 months....my life has been hectic....I'll update one day but just not sure when....I still love you guys and I'm still here don't worry 

Will you continue your Death The Grimm book? Cause I really want to know what happens next

Sorry that my stories is late just been through bad writers block and my life. I promise I'll update as soon as I can.
          
          Love you guys ❤️

Ok I'm back and I didn't write my notes again but still trying, I guess I need to let go of the pain I've been holding for a long time but I can't and my family doesn't get it though and it bothers me, any who I got amazing news to tell you guys and I can't wait to tell you guys all about it.
          
          Remember you're all amazing and beautiful don't forget that ❤️.

I'm not happy. My phone deleted all my notes and they meant everything to me and now they are gone. The notes weren't for Wattpad they were for my feelings and they are gone and I written them in 2016 and having them gone makes me feel like nothing is left for me.
          
          I'm gonna be off for a while so I can write them back the best I can remember of what I written in it but all I know is that I can't have it written in 2016 over again. I just feel hopeless at the moment. I just need to write back my missing pieces.
          
          I love you guys and remember you're all amazing and beautiful ❤️.

I can so relate to your bio tbh stay strong♡