LoveHater333

Hello! I know it's been a while and I just need somewhere to kinda just say all the things that I'm afraid to say out loud. So, I've been on an emotional rollercoaster for the past few weeks and eventually, I think that I may have made myself emotionally numb. I meant to do it at first, I started not letting myself cry and suppressing my emotions because I found it easier but now that I physically can't feel sad or happy(well ig that I can feel sad it's just more of an ache in my chest but then the numbing starts again after a few minutes). It's like I might laugh but I don't actually feel happy. I find it really hard to reach out for help so please, if there is someone who could just listen and give advice but please don't be like my therapist who says I'm overreacting. So, please. Help me through this maze of toxic people and dead ends. 

Drarry-for-life

@LoveHater333 I have been going through the same thing however I don't have a therapist not even the closest person to me knows how I feel. I'm sorry I can't help you there but maybe find a way to let it out like for instance a diary I have one and it helps. Ignore the haters and pretend they don't exist. If I'm being completely honest that's how I'm getting through life. My parents and brothers make me seem like I'm the worst sister/daughter ever. I've gone numb as well and pretend every day.
          	  I am speaking the truth however I am only 13 but in the year 2020 I lost all happiness as my life just getting worse and worse. Though my family think I'm always happy, truly I'm only happy with the only set of grandparents I have as I never knew my mums dad and my mums mum who was my best friend died when I was 5 and all the worst things that have happened in my life play on repeat and I struggle to hold my crying as I've been taught that crying is for the weak.
          	  
          	  Please for the love of God just don't stop your life even though sometimes you may want to like me think about how you the people closest to you will feel if you did but don't just hold back from trying for your family and friends also think about the happy things in life that mainly makes you happy.
          	  
          	  I hope you have a good week and just block out what the haters say it's not true at all and think about the fact that the haters are just jealous because you are better then them never think low of yourself. I hope this helps a bit as I'm not very good at advice.
          	  
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LoveHater333

Hello! I know it's been a while and I just need somewhere to kinda just say all the things that I'm afraid to say out loud. So, I've been on an emotional rollercoaster for the past few weeks and eventually, I think that I may have made myself emotionally numb. I meant to do it at first, I started not letting myself cry and suppressing my emotions because I found it easier but now that I physically can't feel sad or happy(well ig that I can feel sad it's just more of an ache in my chest but then the numbing starts again after a few minutes). It's like I might laugh but I don't actually feel happy. I find it really hard to reach out for help so please, if there is someone who could just listen and give advice but please don't be like my therapist who says I'm overreacting. So, please. Help me through this maze of toxic people and dead ends. 

Drarry-for-life

@LoveHater333 I have been going through the same thing however I don't have a therapist not even the closest person to me knows how I feel. I'm sorry I can't help you there but maybe find a way to let it out like for instance a diary I have one and it helps. Ignore the haters and pretend they don't exist. If I'm being completely honest that's how I'm getting through life. My parents and brothers make me seem like I'm the worst sister/daughter ever. I've gone numb as well and pretend every day.
            I am speaking the truth however I am only 13 but in the year 2020 I lost all happiness as my life just getting worse and worse. Though my family think I'm always happy, truly I'm only happy with the only set of grandparents I have as I never knew my mums dad and my mums mum who was my best friend died when I was 5 and all the worst things that have happened in my life play on repeat and I struggle to hold my crying as I've been taught that crying is for the weak.
            
            Please for the love of God just don't stop your life even though sometimes you may want to like me think about how you the people closest to you will feel if you did but don't just hold back from trying for your family and friends also think about the happy things in life that mainly makes you happy.
            
            I hope you have a good week and just block out what the haters say it's not true at all and think about the fact that the haters are just jealous because you are better then them never think low of yourself. I hope this helps a bit as I'm not very good at advice.
            
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LoveHater333

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LoveHater333

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