I've pretty much lost most respect for my Dad. I've gotta do homework now, but I seriously have lost most of the respect I had for him. It sucks having a Dad like that. I'm grateful that I have a Dad, but he's not a Dad to me anymore. It's like my Mom has raised my sister and I all on her own ever since my sister was born. It really, really sucks. And one of my favorite people in the world, is leaving in Decemeber and it's so hard to say goodbye after two years of laughs, serious talks....it's really hard to think about saying goodbye. I know I'll cry on that day I say goodbye because I know this will probably be the last time I ever see her, unless she comes back. It's hard saying goodbye. Just thinking about it makes me tear up. I'm having a good day, but this stinks, man.