*hears them talking in the living room while trying to go to bed*

* they are crying*

- next morning

Me- 
* walks to bathroom right next to their room*

Girlfriend-
* shuffling around the room with light on* 

Me- 
* about to know on door but decide not to*

-That night

Mom- 
" have you seen (girlfriend) today?!?" 

Me- 
" no, why?!?"

Mom-
" haven't heard from her, but u will tell you if I do. Love you goodnight."

Me- 
" k, night, love you."

- next day

Me- 
" you heard from her yet???"

Mom- 
" no, not yet, I'm gonna try to look for her" 
* holding back tears to be strong for me* 

- next day

Me-
" find her yet???"

Mom- 
* starts crying* " NO!!! WE HAVEN'T I CALLED THE COPS AND THERE IS A SEARCH PARTY!! and I'm worried sick, and I miss her."

Me- 
" would you know why she left?"

Mom- 
" we had a fight."

Me- 
" we will find her"

Mom- 
"I hope so."

- next day at school (also the day of my JH dance)

Me- 
" k how do you do this problem?"

Gpa- (also a helper at my school)- 
" you put the 2 over the 7 then divide"

* class period bell rings* 

Me- 
" see you tomorrow" 

Gpa- 
"K bye"

Me- 
* walks to locker* 
* hears people talking* 
* realizes its my friends*
* goes over to them*

Friend#1-
"Did you that thy found her body??" 

(Ex) friend#2-
" who's body???"

Friend#1-
" Sara's mom's girlfriend!"

* just now realizes I was standing right there* 

* I run back to my gpa*
*hugs him*

Gpa- 
"what's wrong???" 

Me- 
"They found her body!!!"

Gpa- 
" I'm so sorry!!"

- later that night

*standing in the bathroom getting ready for the JH dance still hurting from finding out 2 hours earlier that my second mom killed herself*

- 1one hour later

* at the dance having the time of my life*



The reason-

Never stop your life because someone you loved stopped theirs forever. Keep living. Never give up. Love.
Live.
Laugh.