unknownreader7151
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My boyfriend and I have been dating for a while now, about to reach a year next month. We're both freshman in college and we go to different schools. He dorms and I chose to stay home but he isnt far from me. Its only a couple of train rides away. Anyways recently he's been changing up his look, gotten a couple of piercings and whole new haircut. Hes also changed the way he dresses, blending in with basically everyone on the campus when he used to talk shit about the way people dress. It just doesnt look like him at all. He looks like a complete stranger. I know people change, of course they constantly do.
Another thing is hes been constantly bringing up the fact that he chose the wrong school, that he should've gone to the school in England how basically he regrets his choice. How if he had gotten the choice he'd leave. I know that would've been great for him and his future and I wouldn't hold him back. The thing is though hes constantly bringing it up and it makes me feel like shit because I'm just not enough. That if he were to pick he wouldn't hesitate to just leave despite well us. I just dont know if I'm being selfish by being upset by this or if I'm being extremely emotional for no reason. I just dont know how to really act on what I'm feeling. Do I speak to him or keep quiet? Is this something that should be bothering me in the first place?
