Love_Skittles_

Sometimes I'm worried that my friends are going to find my account and see how gay trash I've become.

Love_Skittles_

I had a weird day... You know those days when your having a lot of fun, then those unwanted thoughts start to cloud in your mind? I had one of those days. Today actually. I was having alot of fun, with my granny, I love her alot. I always have so much fun with her. But at the end of the day, we watched Earth to Echo. It reminded me of one of my friends. You see, she's moving away to Alaska in December. She's one of my closest friends, in fact .... She saved me in a way that she'll never know about. And, sitting there in the car on the way back home....all I could think about was, what am I going to do when she's gone? I already know what to do for our last days together, but what about after she's gone? I never thought of it that way. So at the end of a really fun day, all I could do was just think of her. She's an amazing person. She's so nice and sweet. She has an amazing personality, and is really smart. She's not perfect but she perfect to me. She's like a sister to me. So, I'm going to ask myself again, what am I going to do without her? I know its a long post, but I just needed to get this off my chest. I'm just a little lost I'd all, and I don't have much people to turn to so wattpad is a way for me to vent out my feelings in a good way. Thank you if your reading this. It means a lot to me if you understand.